REQUESTS CLOSED......forever.

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Hey......
Basically requests are closed. This is because I'm finishing this book. The final time. There is 3 reasons:

1. I need some thinking time right now. Since in January my nanny died (Lung cancer is a bitch) and I regret not spending enough time with her. This is mostly how my depression & self harm started. I just need to think that I was lucky to be in her life. No she isn't my dads birth mother. I'm not related to her at all. I've never met my real Nanny. And I don't want to either. I hope I never do and I know it sounds selfish. But she had 14 years to make up for lost time. And she never did.

I was only told a few months ago. My friend keeps saying horrible things like, "So your nanny is dead?" Or, "You could be adopted." Its a really sensitive topic for me. I'm sick of it. She thankfully hasn't said anything this month.

Also this month (January) is when my depression really started. I'll be off Wattpad for a bit. I'll obviously read books & I'll make lists - so you can see what I'm reading. I think I'll be off for an entire month, to be honest. Since it'll come up to a year since her death. I'm so sorry but this is mainly because my mental health. I feel like I'm slipping down in depression again.

2. One Direction will officially be on break (no pre-recorded performances) These 5 boys helped me out of depression (so did 5SOS) We all need time to recover.

3. I have 3 books published. I need to finish this one to update often on the other 2. This book really helped me. I would really appreciate it if you checked out my other books as well. If you don't want to, that's fine I respect your opinion. I'm really going to miss updating this book.......
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Thank you to everyone who commented, voted, added to lists and read this book.

Special thanks to:
Mxia123
-Offered help with the writing.

★ @Makynna01
-offered advice

JessHemmings03
-For being the first Northern Irish person I've met on the internet

★ PopxRockxLover
-voting so much

Blue123584
-voting so much
-commented so much
-offered advice

★ @HaleyStyles__
-offered advice

★ @cupcakesandhazza
-offered advice
-fav comment
"I'm so glad your happy now that makes me feel way better and your welcome Hun"

(Some users I couldn't find)

Love ya xx

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