It's the 27th July 2017. It's nearly midnight. This time a year ago was the last time I harmed myself. 365 days without self harming.
Today has been the happiest day I have ever lived. Sure I got into a fight with my best friend but I'm not talking about the events. I'm talking about this feeling. I have never been like "Wow I'm really proud I achieved that." But today after sixteen years I can say that.
When I was twelve I didn't believe I could live without self-harming. Yet, here I am. There is times I do miss the pain - like now, however there's a part of me which says "Not today, you can pass this." I've been listening to that for 365 days. Every day I think about harming - to start.
I feel genuinely happy. Maybe it's because I'm out of high school because I felt trapped. Maybe it's because I lasted this long.
Thank you to every single person who has ever said anything supportive, tell me your stories or telling me how to fight it. Thank you. I felt the need to add this part in this book because I wanted to show everyone how thankful I am.
Love ya xx😘
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