Chapter 27: Stressed

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Becky's POV:

I got home at 3:40pm and saw Allie on the couch flicking through the channels.
"Good evening honey, I heard abou-" before I could finish she switched off the TV and got up to go to her room.
"Allie wait.." She sighed and stopped.
"You might be mad at me but I'm still your mother" she turned around and gave me that 'so what' look.
"And I would like for you to respect m-"
"Yah whatever mom" she turned and I hurled my keys at her but missed.
"What was that for?" She asked spinning around.
"Now listen! What I did was in the past and as far as I'm concerned I never did anything wrong neither does what I did involved you so I would appreci- no I demand your respect!" She stared at me speechless.
"Did I make myself clear or do I have to repeat that?" I said sternly.
"Yes" she mumbled.
"I can't hear you!"
"Yes!"
"Good now get your black ass back here and tell me what happened" I pointed at the couch and she pounced to it and sat.

Allie's POV:
I sat and stared at her. Although she has me mad she scares the shit outta me, literally..I gotta poop.
"I was by my locker and Sarah started talking shit about you"
"What did she say?"
"She said I don't know who my daddy is and.."
"And what?"
"And she called you a whore and I wasn't having that no no no I wasn't gonna stand there and let her-" before i could finish my mom hugged me tight. I hugged her back then pushed her off.

"No, I'm still mad at you" I got up and crossed my arms.
"That's fine, as long as you know that CJ is your dad then Sarah can say whatever!" She walked past me to her room.

"Tell her to suck salts!" She yelled before disappearing into her room. I smiled and head to the bathroom.

Becky's POV:
I undress and slip into the shower for a nice warm bath. I wash my hair and step out. I looked into the mirror while drying my hair and thought about everything.

My life has been one big rollercoaster, first my abusive dad, then my late night partying and getting high, then my encounters with Shaks, then the drama with Tasha, then a fresh start with CJ to be faced with the horrors of the past lashing me across the nose. I really miss my mom and I often wonder why she never came back for me.. Was it because she couldn't protect me? Was it because she no longer wanted me? Was it because Mr & Mrs. Manzel were more able to keep me safe and healthy?

I sigh and left the bathroom to get dressed.
"Hey Allie, wanna go to the movies?" She looked at me and sighed.
"C'mon, we could watch oh I dunno, 'X-Men'..."
"Uggghh mom please I'd rather be alone right now.."
"Okay...I'm gonna get dinner started" I sighed and left to prepare lasagna.

Allie's POV:
I know she's just trynna kiss ass but I honestly can't stop thinking about this, my mom killed someone, and even if she didn't, she watched someone die, and not just anybody, but my girlfriend's father. Every time I think about it, it pains me deep inside. I need some fresh air. I looked over at the clock on my wall above the door, it read, 3:55pm. I called up Taylor.

"Hey babe" she answered on the second ring.
"Hey are you home yet?"
"Naw I'm on my way to the mall, I've gotta get art stuff"
"Pass for me"
"But Allie I'm like 5 minutes away"
"Pleaseee babe"
"Ugghh fine but you owe me gas!" I giggled and hung up then changed into a dark shorts and white tank then slipped my feet into my Nike slippers and put my hair into a messy bun.

"Where are you going?" Dammit...
"Umm to the mall..with..Jordyn" I hesitantly said.
"And who's this Jordyn and when can I meet him?"
"Mom Jordyn's a girl and you'll meet her later" I sighed and continued through the door. I heard her yell out to don't be late. I shut the door and sat on the steps waiting for Taylor.

She showed up 15 minutes later and I hopped in and we were on our way.
"You okay?" She asks and I nod.
"I mean about what happened at school" I groaned
"Okay fine, we don't have to bring that up again" she quickly apologizes and I stared out the window.
"Think they'll let you go to Prom?" Taylor asks and I shrug.
"I'm not going anyways, Danny's out of the picture" I sighed.
"Yah...he doesn't want anything to do with you.."
"What about you?" I said looking at her.
"I'm still going, Sean wi-"
"No Taylor I meant, do you want anything to do with me?" She glanced at me then at the road.
"Of course Allie, what happened had nothing to do with you" I smiled and we pulled into a parking space.

"Do you think I should get the pallet with 12 slots or 16?" Taylor asks for my opinion and I shrug, like wtf would I know?
"Ugghh I'll get the 12, it's cheaper" she grabbed that and a few brushes then head over to the paint section.
"Like this color?" I looked and it and shrugged.
"Allieee, look go make yourself useful and grab me a drawing pad" I rolled my eyes and went over to the drawing pads.

Which fucking one?

"Taylor this or-" I looked up and saw Taylor talking to Sean, she was blushing...
"Tay, babe" I tapped her and she turned.
"Whutt?" I held up the two pads.
"Ummm this one" I heard her say but I was too busy staring at Sean, giving him that look to remind him that this kitten is mine!
"Allie this!" I regained focus and hurried to put the other one back. I looked up and saw him kiss her in her cheek. He left and she was looking at the paints, glancing at him till he disappeared around the corner.
"What the fuck was that?" I stormed over with my hand up and the other gripping the pad.
"What was what?"
"You know what I mean Tay don't fuck with me" she rolled her eyes.
"Look he just asked what color I was wearing so he could match back okay?" I twisted my brows like 'tf?'
"This ain't the Barbie and Ken show, y'all ain't gotta be twinning"
"Behave Allie it's just for one night" I rolled my eyes and went over to a bench and sat. I watched her shop and my mind wandered off, what if Taylor falls for Sean? Naw I'm not having it.

We left the art store and grabbed ice cream then head to the car.
"Tay maybe we should skip Prom and go out together" I suggested and she stared at me.
"If this is because of Sean then no" she raised her hand and unlocked the car. She got in.
"Well this is definitely about him and I don't like you around him..." I say getting in and she groaned and put the bags in the back.
"Taylor look at me!" I grabbed her face gently and she looked me in my eyes.
"I don't want to lose you..." I say and I could feel the tears building up.
"You're not gonna lose me Allie... I promise" she smiled and I smiled back. She leaned in and kissed me.

We reached my house and I kissed her and gave her $40 for gas. She laughed and handed it back.
"Naw that's yours fr babe" she smirked and put it in her money holder.
"See you next week" I say bending over between the doorway and smirking.
"I rather see you tomorrow, Mrs. Spencer is sick so imma stop by tomorrow in my last two periods" She's always sick. Pssshhh. I smiled brightly and leaned over and kissed her before closing the door. She drove off and I head inside.

"Dinner's ready" my mom says and I sigh and sit at the table beside my dad. He smiled at me and I smiled back.

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