(Stevens' point of view)
I sit on the couch, curled up to Keven. I want to check if he's alright, Aleks, but I know Sly can comfort him better than either of us. Keven seems more upset by this though. Him and Aleks went to school together. I'm... not good at comforting people. I want to make him feel better, but I don't know what to say. I want to make him know that I love him, but the words escape when whenever I build up the courage. So I just hug him, trying endlessly, searching for just the right words.
"Aleks... will be okay," I say, rubbing his back.
"I just, can't believe I didn't notice. The days he went missing, him wearing hoodies in the summer," He sighs.
"He's safe now," I say, please let these be the right words.
"....Thanks," He says, kissing my forehead, "I'm kind of tired, come with me?" He asks. I nod and head with him to the room. He stops in front of their room, opening the door slightly. He closes the door, smiling, pain still lurking in his eyes.
"Are they better?" I ask. He nods, pulling me into the bed. He seems stressed. I try to ignore it, and just hug him, trying my best make things see, normal.
I slowly wake up, seeing Kevin changing his shirt. My face flushes as I look away, I think he noticed.
"I'm just changing my shirt," He chuckles, "I think Aleks and Sly are awake, want to go out there or stay here?' He asks, nuzzling my neck.
"I want to make sure Aleks is ok," I reluctantly say, he nods his head.
"Maybe later," He says. I blush, thinking about it. We go and sit on the couch adjacent to where Sly and Aleks are sitting. Aleks is curled into Sly, I notice Keven trying not to look at them.
"Hey Steve, can you set up a donation pool?" Sly asks, interrupting me from my thoughts. He must be referring to that video he made.
"Sure, I'll do that as soon as I get back home," I say. Shouldn't be too hard.
"Aleks, can I talk to you?" Kevin asks, standing up. What's he doing?
"Uhm, sure," Aleks says, hesitantly removing himself from Eddies' arms. I look at Eddie to see if he knows anything, he shakes his head. Hmm. Guess they're talking about a new series or something. I stand up and head to the kitchen, maybe I'll cook... I can vaguely hear them from where I am, but I try my best not to eavesdrop.
"Aleks.... Please...." I hear, Kevins' muffled voice he sounds desperate. Now I'm interested. I let my curiosity get the best of me, and put my ear to the door.
"Just tell me why you broke up with me," Kevin says. They.... dated?
"No, I'm over it, and I thought you were too," Aleks says, he sounds pissed.
"How can I get over it when you never told me what I did wrong?" He asks. H-he... never got over him?
"It doesn't matter," Aleks says, standing his ground.
"It does to me," Kevin says, his voice getting softer, more sincere. He, he still likes- likes Aleks. I feel my vision blur as wet tears slide down my cheeks, one after the other. I rush out the door, seeing Slys' worried expression from the corner of my eyes, but I don't care. He loves Aleks. Not me. I'm a substitute, and obviously I'm failing at it. Compared to Aleks I'm nothing. He's more brave then me, he speaks his mind more clearly then me, he, he does everything better. And he loves him. Why would I even try? I keep running, I can't tell where I'm going, just running. I feel my feet starting to slow, when I realize they're hurting. I find a secluded place, a narrow alley way, the kind you would see someone get murdered in in a horror movie. I slide down, burying my face in my knees. Maybe, if I try hard enough, I can blend in. Become invisible, drift away along with the pain.
(Kevins' point of view)
"It matters to me," I say, why won't he just tell me?
"We're over, that's all that matters," He says completely pissed.
"I know that," I say, "I'm over it."
"Then why does it matter?" He asks, do I really have to say it? I sigh.
"I-i'm scared, that I'll make the same mistake again. I lost you, I don't want to lose Steven," I say, shuddering at a world without Steven.
"O-oh... you, you won't make the same mistake," He says, sounding a bit more calm.
"Please?" I ask, what did Sly do, that I did wrong?
"It, you just, never showed affection," Aleks sighs.
"But, we hugged everyday," I say, doesn't that count as affection?
"Yeah, like a quick halve hug you would give your best friend, I felt more like a decorative doll, I mean, you never even, kissed me," He sighs, "Happy now?"
"Thanks," I say, contemplating it. He walks out and sits back next to Sly, who wraps his arm around him immediately. Now that I think about it, I could be more lovey-dovey with Steven...
"Hey, what happened with Steven?" Eddie asks.
"What do you mean?" I ask, come to think of it, where did he go?
"He ran out crying," Sly says biting his lip. Crying? Shit, did he listen in to the wrong part of mine and Aleks' conversation?
"Shit," I say, running out the door. I look around, where could he have gone? It's such a big city, he's probably lost, and alone, and cold and scared shitless. I start searching every near the apartment, block by block. I felt my feet throbbing, but I don't care. I keep searching, what if he gets mugged, or sees something he shouldn't, or, or...
I see the sun dropping past the horizon line, turning dusk, and I still haven't found Steven. Fuck, fuck, fuck fuck, fuck. I find a narrow alley way, I know he's got at least some street smarts to not go in there, but I check anyway. I see a shadow, curled up and shaking
"Steven!" I say, immediately putting my jacket over him. He puts his hand to his ears, trying not to hear me. I pull them down.
"What are you doing?" I ask, tears start streaming down his face.
"I don't want, you to break up with me," He says, trying to calm down.
"Steven, I'm not going to break up with you," I say, holding his cheeks, wiping his tears away with my thumb.
"I-I heard what you were saying to Aleks," He says, looking down, on the verge of tears again.
"I don't like Aleks, I like you Steven, I wanted to know why he dumped me, to find what I did wrong, so I wouldn't do it with you," I say, pulling him into a hug. His arms wrap around my neck. Then I remember what Aleks said to me, maybe the problem is, I take things too slow? I pull out of the hug, and plant a kiss on his lips, letting it linger.
"I love you," I whisper, and it's true. More then anyone, I love Steven. There's a glint in his eyes as I say it. A blush and a slight smile spread on his face.
"I love you too," He says, his grin big and wide. How can such simple words make him so happy, me so happy? Whatever the reason, If it makes him ahppy, I'll say it every chance I get and then some. I'll smother him in those words, to make him happy, and to hear him say it back.
Authors Note:
Awww, I'm having alot of fun writing Kevin x Steven >.<! Let me know what you think of it, should I continue with them? Also, thinking about brining back Seamus and James, what do you think? As allways, feed back is wanted, and thank you for reading! (Btw, allready working on the next chapter, so don't worry, it's not ending ;D)
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