Eddies point of view
Aleks has been acting distant sin the... incident. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but somehow, I know it's my fault. If I had been there, come with, protect him. Instead I was at home playing Mario Cart. What good am I if I can't even protect him?
"Aleks..." I whisper, "It's time to get up." He groans, but doesn't complain or bitch like he used to. Instead he quietly rolls out of bed and changes, throwing on the first shirt he sees. Clean or not.
It's been like this for the last few days, he does what he needs to, but like all emotion is drowned out. I didn't do anything about it at first because I thoguht it was a coping method, but this can't be healthy right? He's like a shell of a human, a robot, going throught the motions of life but just that, just the motions. It' starting to scare me.
Aleks' point of view
"Are you hungry?" Eddie asks, I shrug. Am I hungry? I can't tell.
"Well, James made pancakes and bacon, lets go try some," He suggests with a sigh, I shrug, mumbling an ok. We sit down with the other guys, causing a chain reaction of silence. James looks away from the pan to smile at us, but then quickly returns to cooking.
"Hey Aleks, you look tired stay up late?" Kootra asks, at a loss for conversation.
"Not really," I reply, looking at the plate in front of me. Again there's a silence, but I seem to be the only one who doesn't mind it. James finishes cooking the bacon and gives us all an equal amount, plus a pancake for each of us. I pick at it, taking a few bites every now and then.
"What you don't like my cooking you little shit?" He laughs nervously, trying to joke around.
"Sorry," I mumble, Eddie gives him a look.
"Hey I wasn't serious, you don't have to eat if you don't want it," He apologizes. Why is everyone on edge all of a sudden?
"I guess I'm not hungry," I mumble, pushing the plate away.
"Aleks you havn't eaten since lunch yesterday and you barely ate anything then, are you sure you're all right?" Dan asks. When did I saw I was all right? I'm pretty sure I've never been all right since it happened.
"I need to use the bathroom," I say, excusing myself from the table. I rush to the bathroom before Eddie could stop me. I hadn't seen my reflection since the night I got back, I was too terrified to look at myself. I'm disgusting. I'm tainted. Broken. In my reflection I see all of these.
His mark is still there, barely, but it's still there. Besides that, he's left marks everywhere. I'm ruined. trash.
I shake my head, no! I'm still worth something! My god, I'm not safe by myself anymore! Eddie was pounding on the door by now, and for right reason. i don't care if he sees my tears anymore. I open the door and crash into his arms.
"Aleks," He says, unsure of what's happening.
"Eddie, I'm scared, don't let me go," I whisper. I sound so stupid but I can't help it. I'm afraid I'll do something, I just want to be with Eddie. No one else matters anymore as long as I'm safe in his arms. I hope he won't get tired of me. He is my everything now.
Eddie's point of view
I hold him in my arms, the guys are still at the table eating, in an awkward conversation. Aleks shakes in my arms, like a frightened and lost dog. I may not have protected him then, but I can protect him now. He's my Aleks, my everything.
-Authors Note-
I was thinking of evding it on the last chapter, but Noodles convinced me otherwise. So thannk her for thhis chapter! So yeas it is finnished now. End. Fin. Thank you for sticking with me along the way, it was really fun! My first story on here, it was fun while it lasted! Thank you for coming with me on this adventure, I really hoped you had as much fun as me. Well, that's it, bye ^.^ <3
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