Chapter 1

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"Hannah, listen to me! You've misunderstood!" Jungkook yelled repeatedly, yet you still gave him the cold shoulder.

You didn't yell or throw things at him. You didn't hit or push him away and you don't even open your apartment door for him, you remained silent, which drive him crazy.

"Hannah sweetheart. Talk to me, please. I'll die if you treat me like this." He pleaded as he walked in. The nickname he calls you makes you chuckle sarcastically.

"Yeah, you're my sweetheart, so please stop avoiding me, Hannah." He said, this time while holding your chin and turn your around, low-key forcing you to face his angelic face.

You stare at his perfect appearance, his beautiful attractive eyes, his sexy lips, his jaw line, then you find him smirking once he realizes that you were staring at him.

"Mind to listen to me now, sweetheart? You should forgive me because it's not like what you think." He whispers slowly, wearing his angelic mask.

"No, Jungkook. Not this time." You muttered and about to walk away.

"Not this time? What do you mean?" He grabbed your wrist, preventing you from leaving.

"Nothing. I'm tired, Jungkook. Let me go." You whispered slowly as your mind playing all the past memories together with him.

You released his grip on your wrist and walk to your room, before his wrathful voice stop you.

"PARK HANNAH!" He shouted and ran to you. You smirk weakly as you think to yourself, "Here, we go again."

He holds onto your shoulder, turn you around to witness his angry expression, "I've tried to be nice to you. I just wanted to say that you've misunderstood but you didn't even give me a chance, speaking nonsense and then walked away. What do you want actually?" He looks frustrated. Obviously.

"Speaking nonsense? That's a fact, Jeon Jungkook."

"A fact? What? What are you talking about?"

"This is not the first time you've cheated on me, Jungkook and I'm sick of it. I'm too tired even to argue with you. I won't do that anymore. It won't make any changes anyway."

"Not the first time? Hannah, I swear this is the first and last time I cheated, I won't do it again. I'm sorry, okay? So, can you please stop lying? You're making me crazy."

"I told you, I'm not lying, Jungkook. I know what you did with Seomin, Yein, Haera, Jennifer, Lucy- who else? I don't remember much- but oh surely you remember Hikari, right?" You said sarcastically as Jungkook's face color turn pale as he steps back slowly.

He parted his lips a bit as his face turned into a mix of confusion and shock expression, "W-what?" He whispered faintly and you nodded.

- FLASHBACK -

2 years ago, you were a trainee in a company and were scheduled to debut next month. You felt like this moment is the best moment in your life. Music is your passion and you're so grateful that you could make your dreams come true.

Everything had been settled, the music video has been done and all the songs were completely finished. You, along with your 6 group members were now only focusing on practicing and practicing.

Besides that, you're also dating the guy of your dreams. He is one of the most famous idols right at the moment because of that both of you agree to keep your relationship as a secret. No one knew about your relationship with Jeon Jungkook, a member of BTS.

Everything happened so fast for you but still, you remember the first time he saw you, the first time he talked to you, the first call he made to you, the first date, the confession, the first hug and also, the first kiss.

Your lips form a little smile as you remember those memories and thinking of him, make you miss him more, so you decide to call him.

"Why are you calling me?" His harsh answer makes your heart drop at seconds.

"I-I just- miss you Jungkook. Sorry, are you busy?" You tried to sound positive although you were hurt, there was silence for seconds before he answers you.

He sighed, "Sorry sweetheart, I'm just so tired and you know, whenever I'm tired, I get pissed off easily. I was just about to sleep, it's pretty late." You felt relieved.

"Geez Jungkook, you scared me. I thought you're upset at me or something." You said grinning. "Alright you can go to sleep now, sorry if I woke you up honey." You sang a little.

"Hmm.. okay, good night then sweetheart." He hung up the call before you could even give a respond.

- YOUR POV -

I frowned, staring at my phone's screen for a while. Since I date him, he never acted this cold toward me before. I understand that he might feel tired and everything else but usually he still acts sweet towards me. These days he's been distance and it makes me worried, what if he gets tired of me, or if he finds me annoying or maybe I made mistakes but he didn't tell me? Could it be, he's.... cheating on me?

I paused and shrugged off the bad thought. "No... I must be just thinking too much. He still loves me and he would never cheat on me." I whispered slowly, taking a deep breath.

"Everything will be okay Hannah. Don't worry." I keep chanting to myself. I know I love Jungkook too much to the point that I'm really scared to think about- what if he leave me one day? I would do anything for him as long as he stays with me, do you understand that feeling?

No, I guess no one will understand unless they were dating someone as good and as talented as Jungkook. He is everything I could asked for and I only want him. No one else.

Yes, I love him so much. I fall too hard for him and I know I will get hurt if one day-ugh, No. What have I been thinking? I really should get some sleep rather than thinking of these ridiculous things.

- AUTHOR POV -

The next day, you woke up late for your schedules due to a nightmare which caused you to skip breakfast. You were heading to your group section in the company when you heard something on your way. It's sounded like an idol was being lectured by the staff in the corner of the hall.

You didn't want to bring attention to yourself so you tried walking faster until you heard his name.

"Aish, Jungkook! Be careful next time!" Your heart started to beat fast making you stop in your track to hide somewhere safe.

"Don't worry too much. I was just playing around with her! A date won't hurt that much, right?" You heard Jungkook's voice which making you gasp silently, you thought maybe they've found out about your secret relationship with him.

"I know. I know. Your love life is out of my control but you're an idol, a damn freaking rising idol! What if someone saw this photo of you and her in the internet?"

"That's why I told you to give that bastard money right now to cover his mouth! We already got the photos, stop worrying hyung." He chuckles.

"Aish, this guy! Don't repeat last night's mistake! I'm not always be able to help you out." The older one said as he pat Jungkook's shoulder before walking away.

You can't believe what you heard, Jungkook was caught on a date with a girl last night? Didn't he said he was sleeping when you called him?

You were still in your spot, frozen, when Jungkook walks over and surprised to see you there. You look up to him slowly, tears starting to fill your eyes but you blink it away.

"So, this is your first time cheating on me, huh? Or maybe this isn't the first, Jeon Jungkook?"

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