Only you (A ThatcherJoe/ Youtuber fanfic)

Flashback

*Flashback to the car crash.*

Charlotte's POV:

We had just had breakfast back at the flat but I had to run out to buy some new clothes and things. Joe decided to stay with the boys so I went alone. I hopped into the car and headed to the shopping centre.

I went into a few shops, Topshop, Primark and New Look. I also went into MAC and Boots to pick up a few things.

I picked up some lunch for me and Joe as Caspar had said he was heading out and Alfie was going to Zoe's to have lunch once I got back. I went into Nando's and just got a salad and Joe a wrap.

I took the bags back to the car and jumped back in and saw Joe was calling me. "Hiya." "Hiya, I was just calling to find out when you'd be home, Alfie's leaving soon so i'll be lonely." Joe said and I practically felt him pout through the phone.

"I just got in the car, i'm leaving now." "Okay, love you." "Love you too Joe."

I started the car and began the 20 minute drive home. I was about 10 minutes away when I saw my ex. I can't stand him! He was still in Leeds last time I checked so why is he here? It's his fault! Everything is his fault. I wish he hadn't of stopped me! This made me realise what a bitch I really am. I don't deserve Joe. I don't deserve anyone! If he hadn't of stopped me, everyone would be better off. I wouldn't of had to deal with months of pain and depression. Of hating life. I just wouldn't be here. I pulled up my sleeve and looked down at my arm. I could see the scars. They were faint, but there. 

I began to cry and my vision began to blur with tears. I couldn't let him stop me. I was going to finish what I started. I stopped crying and saw the chance.

I turned the wheel to the left and let go off everything. Except the accelerator.

I closed my eyes and hit something. I opened my eyes to see i'd gone through the bridge wall on to the grass. The car had flipped.

I looked down to see blood dripping down to my clothes to feel blood pouring from my head.

Seconds later, everything went black.

Maybe I'd finally done what I'd been trying to do for years.

A/N: Sorry it's short, but now you know what happened, why it's so hard to tell Joe and everything is explained. A new update soon though.