Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chaper 2 Part 2

As he looks down towards my scars he looks up and our eyes connect just starring at each other

Omg his to sexy

We start moving why are we moving

I'm not kissing him

I quickly get up and snap back into reality

"I think that lessons over " it's probably not but i needed to say something

"Yep " he said trying to sound cheerful

Maybe I should have kissed him

I hardly know him

"Do you have snap chat?" I try and make conversation

"No I'm guessing you do"

"Yeah "

"I'll download it for you"

"Don't do that you can just have my number"

Was that thirsty

I don't care

"Cool" i give it to him

"What do you people do for fun around here"

"I don't do anything but there's a water park around the corner not really a thing for us" he looks at my wrist

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1 month later

Me and Ethan know each other so well it's like a dream come true trying like i have friend it's hard to believe

I try stop him from cutting and him me

We skip class together all the time each time learning a bit more about each other including his love for ed sheeran witch he try's to say isn't true and that out side of school he likes to read Harry Potter books

I know more about him then him me tho I'm not really able to tell him about my mum i just can't

Those girls forever throw shade at me because we're close most of the time in pe because we always sit out on the grass plus as I don't change they say I'm lesbian for just staring at them when all i do is read on wattpad

His not the best influence as his started to get high in between classes smoking the greens

I hate it

I mean I want to try just because he looks to peaceful after doing so and the way he would be laying on my lap speaking a whole load of rubbish

When his high nothing bothers him

But I always get moved because of it

And I don't want to move i...i love him

Before it wasn't like that it was all based on appearance his hot but now

His personality has come through and I don't know how to stop myself

I don't want to love him like i do because if we start dating and we brake up we both have no body again

"Ethan " i walk down the alley i meet him at before school

"Sid sid" he raps his arm around me as we continue to walk

"How you been?" I say because it's Monday morning

"Good do I have to show you "

"Yes" he pulls up his sleeve and shows me old scars "all the way" i stop and help pull up his sleeve more to see nothing "Ok fine "

"And you"

" I didn't do so well" I look away

" why?"

"My mum went off at me"

"Aw hun let me see" i pull up my sleeve " it was only the two" I blink rapidly trying not to cry

"Sidney that's five "  he says in a serious tone then looks down at them and back up at me he looks deeply into my eyes at this time i was finding it hard to see as my tears crowded my eyes

i could kiss him

I'm not going to

We continue walking

"I'm sorry" i say wiping my tears that remind me how f**ked up my life is

"Sidney don't-" he looks at me and notices that I'm crying "come here" he hugs me into his chest i stand there's for a bit just crying
"Oh baby please don't " he strokes my hair

"I don't know what's wrong with me don't mind me" i come out of his hug wiping my tears and pulling out my makeup wipes

His that type of guy I like but I don't try hard for its only me and him against the world any way

"Ethan you've actually seen me like this too much"

" I would do the same but i have to be the tough guy figure in this relationship"

Why did he not just say friend ship does he like me back

Am I dumb

No