Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chaper 4 part 2

I get back on top of him and take off my shirt as well he pulls me into him our skin touching as he does this makes me go insane

We stop kissing to catch our breath he looks down at me deep into my eyes

"What" i stair back

"Your so beautiful"

I shy away from the comment but still say thanks ever so weakly

Things start getting steamy again when I realised this isn't a make out session anymore

We're down to underwear

"Do you want to do this?" E says

I wouldn't want anyone else to take it but Ethan

I don't get to answer

The front door burst open Ethan jumps off of me picking up his clothes within seconds
I run to my closet making space for E to hide I close the on him before getting back into bed pretending to sleep

"Why are you not at school" my mum comes in sober as hell "and where the hell have you been?"

"Mum" i say totally confused "i felt sick" i discard the second question

"You can't be having bad attendance at school missy"

"Ok but mum what happened to you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing"

She walks over to the closet my heart beat speeds up to 100mph

"MUM!?"

"What why are you shouting"

"Because I wanted a hug come" she comes over

"Why are you only in under clothes"

"Its hot in here"

"It's 10 degrees maybe you are coming down with something" she says touching my forehead then leaving

As soon as I heard her shut the bathroom door i jump up collecting E out the closet before unlocking the front door

After putting his clothes back on he kisses me before running out

Bye bae 👋🏾😅😂😬

His never gonna want to come round again

I still don't understand what's happened to my mum

And where's dick face

"Mummm"

"What"

"Seriously why are you sober?"

"Sidney as an addict in anything you come to your lowest point and it stops you from going anywhere and that was what happened when I couldn't find you last night"

"Wow so what happened to what's his face?"

"His gone away for a few days"

"Listen to me when i say that him being in your live will not help your addiction"

"His part-"

"HIS NOT PART OF ANYTHING HE DOES NOTHING GOOD FOR YOUR LIFE!!!" I screamed at her before going to me room

She is sober this is not normal to me but her stupidity is making me think she's better off drunk then she has an excuse for her lack of intelligence

An alcoholic with another alcoholic isn't going to help anyone

"MUM I WANT TO FINISH SCHOOL HERE!" I shout from my room so she can here

"Why are you saying that we're not moving "

"Because we don't move we hide in different areas because of that stupid lowlife of a man!"

"Don't you DEAR" she runs up to me

"Go on do it DO IT MUM! hit me because you love that man more than your daughter your own blood HIT ME"

She stands there for a second thinking as he puts her hand down

"HIT ME!" She goes to slap my face and I block her "That's what I thought i knew you would do it you are sober right now and it's worse then you being drunk honestly go back to being a alcoholic it gave you a excuse"