Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 9 part 2

We drop Shyanne off remembering to tell my dad i was staying over

I get in with Ethan

"So have you been following me all night or"

"I was at home actually just waiting on you"

"To do what call you post a random snapchat?"

"I just wanted to make sure you was alright"

"Without just calling me"

"I wasn't thinking"

"I can tell"

"..." he looks at the road

"Do you trust me?"

"I don't trust guys no"

"So you don't trust me?"

"I don't trust people around you when you are in a club no"

"Its ok for me to fully trust you"

"It's nothing about me and you it's about the people around us you think nothing bad could ever happen to you"

"I know that bad thinks can happen to me"

"Well then"

"Ethan you have to see where I'm coming from here"

"I do" he sighs

"I never go out the time i do you stalk me "

"Sorry for caring about you"

"I'm sorry for being a dumb shit and talking that for granted"

"How's school"

"Ethan we go to the same school"

"No we don't"

"Same school different campus"

"Yours looks better"

"Its ok" i say as we get to a red light "and hows your arm" i say referring to his cuts

"Healing"

"Can i see"

"Only if i get to see yours"

"Deal" i say as the red light changes but there's know one behind us or in front i lift up his sleeve revealing line after line cut after cut they are healing but there is a long one going across all of them that is bright red so i look up at him "what about this one?" i put my hand on his cheek

"I wanted to end it all my life the pain the cutting so i did that one means to stop"

I hug him

"You're too cute you know that"

"Don't try get your self out of this one" he pulls up my sleeve to reveal very faded scars and a rubber band mark "your doing so well how come urs are fading so quick"

"Bio oil "

"The rubber band is working for you"

"Sometimes I just wanted to take it off and cut where I've been snapping it but then i think of questions my kids would have about them"