Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 5 part 2

Next day

I get ready to leave having a shower 🚿 then getting dressed

Honestly I don't know if it's better to be in hospital or home

Ethan comes home with me without asking my mum not that its a problem his the only reason I'm alive

Whilst in the car my mum in the front me and E in the back snuggling I move my hand from hugging him to his wrist he flinched and that made me soo mad

I act like nothing just happened but his getting it when we get in

We get out the uber and into the lift opening the door

"Home sweet home" my mum says

E walks behind me and we go to my room

As soon as i shut the door

"What the hell was that!"

"What?"

"Let me see them don't look so puzzled you no what I mean "

He rolls up his sleeves emotionless
I hold his arm and pull him towards me  his strong but anything to do with his feelings he becomes weak and i know it

I look down at the new cut its still bleeding i look him dead in the eyes

"Ethan this is stupid"

"How could you say that"

"We have each other-

"And you still tried to kill your self when you was about to slice your wrists was you even remotely thinking about me"

"Your the only thing that's good in my life and you know IT"

"WAS YOUUU!"

"NO I WASN'T !!" I screamed at him

"Don't lie and tell me you've come out of hospital a saint because you haven't"

"Who the fuck said i was a saint for one minute just think to a future of happiness and tell me why we shouldn't stop being helpless "

"What are you even-"

"Listen to me your life has a purpose even if you don't know that i know that even if you hate me for having a new positive outlook on life "

He kisses me

"I'll never hate you "

"Good because I don't want you to"

We eat like a family on the sofa watching Eastenders then weirdly my mum lets E stay overnight

"Your lucky I'm letting you two share a room none of that please " she death glares E

"Ma leave him" i get super hot out of embarrassment

It's all an act when he leaves she's gonna turn back

I walk into my room taking my t-shirt off forgetting all about E i turn round in my underwear there he stands

He just stands there

Soon after my mum appears

"What are you doing what did i tell you" she gets mad pulling Ethan out the door frame by his ear

"I'm putting on my pyjamas calm down" I quickly slip into them e runs to the bathroom before my mum kicks him out

I gently knock the bathroom door "hello "

"Ethan you can come out now"
He comes out swiftly picking me up as i wrap my legs around his waist he goes to my room before my mum sees and just causes a heavy make out sesh

We stop catching our breath

"Your so fucking beautiful " he says laying next to me

"Thanks"

I wait till I hear the loud snoring coming from my mum