Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 6 part 5

Sidney's pov

Ethan catches my fall

"Hey hey his not going to separate us " he moves my hair with his wet hands

"But it's ok for you to do that" i push him of me

Ethan's mum and dad run in hugging him and telling him how much they love him whilst i stand there looking a fool

I get up trying to leave before Grayson pulls me into a hug making me cry because it reminded me that this was really happening

I really nearly walked in or Ethan's floating body

Ethan's dad walks away angered after a while he comes back with a backpack full of clothes for Ethan

"Lets go" he says to Ethan taking his arm witch he rightfully pulls back

"Let go of me I'm not a child" his mom hugs him before telling him to calm down

There mum then runs to me hugging me whilst e gets tugged away

"You found him...thank you" she cries

"Come on Sidney" Grayson walks up to us

I get in the car with Grayson looking out the window just not thinking

"Where do you live?"

"Where's Ethan going?"

"Sidney where do you live?" He says more persistently

"Those block of flats" I pointed

We get in with my key and walk in to no one home going to my room i turn

"Grayson what do you want I'm home now"

"You know I wasn't kidding about both of you going to get help"

I sit on my bed shaking my head

"No gray I won't go"

"Fine" he shuts my door lying against it "you and I will both stay here then "

"Why can't i cry myself to sleep alone you don't think I'm capable you think I'm gonna kill myself"

"Sidney its not just my brother that cares about you I don't want you to die"

"Thanks"

"Your welcome"

"Now fuck off I want to get changed"

"No I'll just turn" he stands looking at the door

As i put on my pyjama bottoms my door opens knocking Grayson in the face

As gray holds his nose in agony my mum looks at me

"Thats not Ethan Sidney"

"No mum its not Grayson are you ok"

"I'm fine"

"Mum this is Grayson Ethan's brother nothing happened"

"I no nothing happened I didn't raise no slut" she drinks from her can I watch as she goes and shuts the door leaving me so embarrassed

"I guess I'm not a slut" i lean down getting wipes and tissues for his nose bleed

"Of course your not don't be so stupid"he takes the wipes

"Tilt ur head and pinch your nose " he does as his told

Watching him as he sits looking up I remember that he kissed me and i kissed him and that he really shouldn't be in my room

"Why are you looking at me like that"

"You can go home you know like I'm just gonna continue with my life"

"I can't do that" he pulls the tissue away noticing less blood " how did you know about that tilt head thing"

"Oh i get nose bleeds all the time ... that sounds weird only in summer though"

"Wow I'm learning about you"

"How amazing" i say sarcastically getting into my bed before getting back out making a bed for gray on the floor
"Sleep over time"

"Yay" he comes over lying down "can i ask you something?"

"Yeah"

"What made you want to see Ethan today"

As tears fill my eyes lying on my back "we're the same me and Ethan are the same and when i was feeling the way he was feeling he just knew" my voice breaks at the end of the sentence as i cried

"Sidney don't cry"

"What else am I going to do Grayson me and Ethan never asked for life but when ever we try to take it away both of us won't let it happen" Grayson gets into my bed hugging me i turn to him burying my face into his chest "this isn't fare"

"I know i know shhh" he rubs my head

I fall asleep in his arms