Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 3 Part 5

We get to the bus stop and Grayson's there but in a clean uniform

"You ok" i say

"I'm fine" he says in a harsh tone

I look at Ethan as to say what's wrong with him

After moments of silence

"Can i tell you something" gray takes my wrist and starts pulling me away from Ethan

"No you can not" Ethan says taking my other wrist

"I wasn't asking you" he glares at Ethan then looks at me with pleading eyes

I turn to Ethan

"Ethan" i take my hand from Grayson's grip holding E's face trying to get him to focus "Ethan baby listen" he stops staring at Grayson and looks down at me "his only talking to me don't worry"

"Your going with him?"

"Why are you making this more than it needs to be his your brother"

"Exactly"

"Ethan just stay here"

I turn towards Grayson

"What is it?" We start to walk away from the bus stop

He waited until we turned a corner to speak

"You know how I never knew who you was the other day?"

"Yeah"

"Well it's untrue you just didn't know me "

"Ok"

"I was always looking for you at break times to get to know you but you skip class a lot"

I stay silent as we continue walking

"My point is I've always wanted to get to know you but never had the chance to all i did was say hi when we was in class and your small cute self had me in love with you"

"Gray" i loosen my grip on his hand not even remembering when we started holding hands

"When I'm with you I do stupid things and I can't control it like going in the girls toilets or when I nearly broke my exs hand"

"..."

"Or like this"

I think about what he just said i look up at him he kisses me right then and there

I can't kiss him back i push him off of me

"You can't Gray this is wrong you know it"

"No I don't "

He goes in again i kiss him back this time

"That was wrong can't you feel the guilt" i run my hands through my hair

"No"

"Grayson " I hold his chin so that he is looking right at me "I am your brothers girlfriend " a tear rolls down my cheek

"Baby don't cry about it" he rubs his thumb against the tear

"Don't call me baby" I remove his hand

"We can't go back now"

"What do you mean?"

"You kissed me back I must have meant something"

"-"

"Why are you silent for"

"Because gray you didn't mean anything "

"Yes I did "

I Shake my head

"Your telling me you kiss anyone back"

"When i closed my eyes you were
Ethan"

"Stop talking bull Sidney !!"

"Stop getting angry at me " i hold my head in need of a razor blade

"All I want is for you to love me" he brakes down

"Grayson I can't" i hug him "you know i will forever love you as a friend"

"That doesn't mean my heart will ever stop loving you " he strokes my hair

"You can have your pick of girls at school and you decide the one thats with your brother is best"

"It was never like that your the only one that is beautiful and has a amazing personality"

"I don't have a personality"

"Don't be stupid your caring as hell"

"Grayson you know you and Ethan are like the only friends I've made this year"

"I do now"

"And I don't want to lose any of you guys We have to get to class"

"Ok"

"Things don't have to be weird between us "

"I know"

"Just please don't tell Ethan about the kiss"

"That would kill him"