Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 7 part 1

Grayson's pov

She starts to fall asleep in my arms "good night Sidney " i kiss her forehead "i love you" I whispered to her

This is all i want but i know its not mine

Smelling the light sent of roses from her perfume as a fall asleep

Sidney's pov

I wake up on Grayson's bare chest

GRAYSON DOLAN

Not Ethan

I push myself off of him running to the bathroom

Showering and brushing my teeth before changing my clothes

I'm leaving walking into my room fir my keys

As I'm walking back out

"Come here" Grayson says holding my by my waist and picking me up

"I don't know how much i need to tell you this but I don't need this "

"Yes you do"

I just give up fighting at this point

"Why have you got no shirt on"

"I can't sleep with one on specially with you hanging on to me"

"Shut up i was not" i roll my eyes getting embarrassed

" I don't even have spare clothes can i have a tooth brush?"

"Yeah and here" i had him a towel " i have some of your brothers clothes in my wardrobe I mean if u want -"

"Thanks"

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In the car

I'm done fighting I just sit in the front seat not saying anything

"You ready?"

"You ask that as if i want to be here"

"Your telling me you don't want better for yourself"

"What is better"

"Than this" he turns over my arm "why can't you see that i care for you"

"I can see that but being able to care for myself is a different story I can care about others but I don't see a point in my life" i strap my seat belt " I can see the outcome of everyone's life but can only see mine becoming nothing more than a black hole"

"Well i see the good in both you and my brother and until you can see it for yourself I'll see it for you" he puts his hand on mine

I packed quite nicely considering I don't want to go

Deep down i no i need it

We get closer and I can just remember Ethan's already here I didn't even get to say bye

"Grayson?"