Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 4 part 3

She runs to her room crying

Should i not be crying stupid cry baby

I sit on my bed emotionless until I remember I want to kill my self

Great well

I grab my teddy heading to the bathroom sitting on the toilet with no emotion vigorously cut myself i sit there bleeding out

I crawl onto the ground loosing consciousness

Fuck

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"SIDNEYY!"
"I swear to God wake the Fuck up"
"SIDNEY!"
"Baby wake up"
"Sid- please "
Tears fall from there face to mine making my eyes flutter
"Sidney!"
I open my eyes not being able to make to make out the face but was able to know the voice
"Ethan" i look up at him
"Sidney" he wipes his tears
I just feel like an idiot I want to put some clothes on I'm still in my underwear
"I love you Sidney"
"I'm sorry" i start crying
"No babe don't- come here" he pulls me towards him hugging me his soo warmth if he was a normal boyfriend he would be totally freaked out right now
"How did you get here"
"Don't worry"
"I feel so light headed" i say resting my head on his shoulder

"You've lost a lot of blood" he says before picking me up bridal style and putting me in my bed he walks off before bringing me water and getting into bed with me

Remembering where my first aid box was he goes and starts wrapping up my arm

"Ethan I love you too" he kisses me
We spend the rest of the day/night spooning even though I'm fully awake I'm sure his fallen asleep "Eth"

He wakes himself up "yea"

"Are you staying over?"

"Do you want me to?"

"Yea"

"Then yep"

"How did you get in?"

"I'll tell you about it tomorrow yea some rest"

"Ok" i lay there looking into the distance before falling asleep "wheres my mum?" I say thinking out loud

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I roll over to no Ethan as my alarm starts going crazy

I get out of bed towards the kitchen where i see Ethan probably just making mess

"Babe what you doing?"

"Making pancakes my princess " he says flipping one as i look around the house is so clean I go to the bathroom room to expect my blood to still be there
Did he clean it
Wheres me mum
Are we going skl

"Sidney you pancakes are doneee "

"Coming" we sit on the sofa turning on the tv as background noise "thanks babe"

"Its ok"

"Are you gonna tell me how you got in here now?"

"Wow first thing in the morning "

"Yea i wanna know"

"Well I called you and you didn't pick up"

"So you broke in"

"Yea I mean i saw your mum leaving she was in a state so I wanted to see if you was ok"

"Your literally the best boyfriend ever"

"Well I'm glad you think so"

"So no school?"

"No I'm going to make sure your ok"

"I'm fine"

He gives me a stern look "I will look after you "

I nod

"What do you wanna do today then?"

"Cuddle and make out " i shrug

"I can do that " his smile widens