Scars(Ethan & Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 1 part 2

Today is Monday

I need to get ready for school

Shit

School

I can do this i get in the shower bag packed from yesterday and new school clothes laid out on my bed i got my jumper the goes to my wrist instead of the one they were asking us to buy (you no the ones with no arms) I smile to myself grabbing my keys after doing my hair and makeup

Today was the day i was starting highlands

I had breakfast and brushed my teeth

Off i went

Saying bye to mum and bye to shit face putting on my blazer

Time for school I only have three months left of year 10 so I don't need to get to know anyone i just need to survive

Walking into a new school is no longer scary as I've done it so much but is still weird i head to the front desk while people scare at me

"Umm hi I'm new i..."

"Sidney lewis am i right"

"Yeah"

"Here is you time table and bracelet i will show you your class in a second" she hands me my planner and a ugly blue bracelet saying say no to bullying turns out i had came on on anti-bulling week

It will hide cuts so thats kl

I get into registration and sit at the front telling people about my (fake) life how i live in a house and its a nicer area here so we moved from that the classic popular girls with credit cards from daddy came to me taking me in

By break time i was sitting with them they are all gossiping about God knows what i just sit there silent till this boy catches my eye he looks kind of quiet he has his hoodie on and is reading a book all i can say is

"Who's he?"

"Oh him " Brooklyn says (the head of the group)"his just Ethan its weird tho he has a brother and they are completely different him and his brother used to be the same then out of the blue Ethan starts wearing hoodies and not speaking all the girls fangirl over Grayson his brother now"

"Why would they be exactly the same may i ask"

"Well there twins" she rolls her eyes

"Oh"

"Identical twins as well so if all goes wrong with Ethan just move on to Grayson people say "

"But there not the same person" i spat

"They look it" she looks at her nails

I smile at the lack of intelligence this girl has

I'm gonna get to know this so called weirdo coz once these girls notice I don't shop in zara or selfridges or live in a house they will drop me so quick and we will be in the same position

I go to the toilet just to fix up my hair my makeup first impressions count right not that i knew how to talk to him i walk out and walk straight into someone i just say sorry and start picking up the books i give them over and my wrist start to show i hide them back as the guy grabs his last book reaching for it as well showing his wrist

Oh my god i look into his eyes his eyes are so hazel

He pulls this sleeve down and starts walking away

"um bye then " 

"sorry thanks for picking up my books " he turns to walk away

"whats your name? "

"what do you want to tell you friends you've actually made me speak" he turns back to me

"I'm new...I don't have any...friends " I stutter at his appearance

"Ethan "he holds out his hand to shake after raising his eyebrows

"Sidney" i shake it

"Well i got to go"

"Ok"

Wth happened to only three months

What happened to I don't need friends

And I'll just be the loner

I actually spoke a lot today I think its cause i left happy i never do as mums drunk

Today was different

I go to class the the same group of girls surrounded me

"Hey" i said quietly

"Umm what did i tell you about Ethan "

"Nothing really"

"I'm dating Grayson so you can't have Ethan "

"I literally picked up his books" go on stand up for yourself

"I don't care"

"What does dating Grayson have to do with anything"

"Umm there twins i need a back up I mean they are identical"

"But their not the same person "

"Oh well "

"Ok"
I start writing again

"Don't ok me "

"K"

"Don't k me ether "

No offence but who da f**k do you think you are ur not even pretty shut the hell up

I wich i said it but instead i just kept on writing

I managed to get like nine different snap chat names from school I always got snap names as i like to see what normal teens do

I got Grayson's some how even though i never spoke to him so I don't add him it's creepy

I get home smiling like a weirdo coz i had a good day i got home work from nearly every subject but that didn't change my smile

I'm not sure about going home thats where everything goes wrong always

I get out my door key and go in its quite too quiet i look around and food is in the microwave with a note

'Sidney me and Paul have gone shopping we will only be like an hour feel free to tidy up'

Haha funny mum

I have no idea why but I'm now officially obsessed with hazel eyes mine are just on there way to hazel but Ethan's are like the most perfect hazel and I couldn't look away

Never do i ever give eye contact

It's awkward i hate it the last time I did that the teacher asked if I curled my lashes or if they where like that
(True story)

See awkward

I open my window looking across the area from this high it I can see everything

I get down to my homework and tidy my room at around 10 i get into bed watch family guy and fall asleep