Chapter 4 part 1

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Kissing Grayson felt so right but was still soo wrong

We get back to the bus stop and I stand next to a really pissed off Ethan before the bus comes

If only he knew what just happened

He sits away from me and after what I just did I deserve it

Gray looks like he wants to come and comfort me but I give him a glare

I get home change my clothes and get to school just in time for the end of break

I get to school and the walk from the bus was silent as hell

It gave me time to think

Me and Ethan have never fallen out before and i don't no how to fix it

Ethan walks far ahead of me and Gray behind Ethan went straight to class i go to run after him and gray tugs me back tears streaming down my face as guilt hit me i turn and simply huffed

"What do you want from me?"

"Whoa stop crying Sidney " he quickly whipped my tears

"What do you expect me to do i love him"

"I no you do just let him calm down"

"Its not just about that - you no what its fine "

"Are you sure"

"Yea I'm fine its all good" lies

I go to lesson

When it comes to lunch I still don't know what to do with myself

The range of emotions going through my head is making me dizzy I'm angry sad annoyed guilty but at the end of it all I just look emotionless

I'm going home

I can't do this

I quickly looked around for Ethan before leaving through our little exist i start walking through the ally way I come out and look to my left to see Grayson and Ethan on the right wtf

Gray not noticing I'm there as his playing with grass continues talking "so i kissed her"

My life just came tumbling down as I watched Ethan jump at Grayson and start punching him

I'm so done I just walk past them to get the bus sooner or later Ethan comes to me

"See what happens when you go with him all he wants is what i have "

"Ok" i say is a sulky mood not looking at him

"Where are you going?"

"Home Ethan home " i roll my eyes

"Why are you-"

"Ethan..." I say actually looking at his face this time all the cuts catch me off guard "oh my god" the bus comes "just get on the bus with me " I look him in the eye "please" he gets on all I wanna do is clean his face idgaf where Grayson's gone

I get to the block of flats that i live in completely different appearance in homes me and Ethan

We get in the lift that smells like wee wee and go to my floor

I hope to God that no ones in

I quickly open the door and check

nope no ones home

He sits on my bed as I get out my first aid kit and start cleaning his face

"Please talk to me " e looks at me

"About what Ethan"

"I want to know what you're thinking "

"That you and your brother are big babies that should stop fighting all the time"

"Ok fine"

"What are you thinking?"

"That I'm a huge baby"

"Good" I laugh as i start to put healing cream on him

"Its so weird how I'm sitting down and ur standing but ur still not taller then me "

"Oh shut your face i stand by my quote 'every tall boy likes a short girl'

"Yea it works for us " he says before pulling me onto his lap and kissing me he then turns so that I'm underneath him

"You wanna fight me to do ya" i say before commencing in a ultimate play fight

After about five minutes things start to slow down and it's less rolling around and more slow kissing Ethan takes off his shirt before pinning my arms above my head and kissing me....

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