If only you knew

Chapter Eleven

Aletta knew Xavier was going to be really mad at her for deciding to go. She just stayed in her house and let him think it over and cool off. She did what any person would do in her shoes; she called her mom and told her she was ok with going, but to expect her a little late.

Her mother asked why she was going to be late. She said she had things she had to get done before she left. Her mother said that was ok and hung up the phone after they decided on a date for Aletta to come back, and Aletta got it so she is there for four more months instead of two. Now that she had more time she didn't take a lot of it to pack.

She left everything she was packing the way it was and went out and did things normal people would be doing right now. Then she just relaxed for a while, she just wanted to lay in the yard and not worry about anything.

After that she decided to tell Xavier that she gets to stay for longer. He said that was great but it would be better if she never had to leave at all. She said she knows and doesn't understand why she can get over it and he can't, it is going to happen. He said that he doesn't want it to happen and that some way they will be together. He said that he was really happy that she can stay longer but he... then he stopped and went inside.

He walked in his room and said under his breath "I can't tell her that I love her because then she won't want to leave." He thought for a minute maybe if she knows then she will stay.

He couldn't do that to her she needed to go. She needed to do what was better for her. She was going and it was ok with him if it was for her. He would do anything for her, even if it meant losing her.

She was leaving soon, four months. Aletta was getting some fun time in with her family. Aletta was having some fun with her sister. They were playing games and having fun for the entire day.

Aletta thought she needs to do what she wants, and that is for her to leave even if that meant leaving everything. She had to go and she thought about everything that was happening. Aletta thought everything that was going on was a little unnecessary, she knew all along what was going to happen.

What she never knew was that she was going to get so close to someone. She decided to stop thinking about her future, and focus on now. She went and looked for Xavier and they were talking. He said she should leave whenever she wanted to. Aletta was very surprised to hear that. He asked why she was surprised. She said he was just really focused on her not leaving. He said he was, but he changed his mind, he said "this is what is going to happen and that you were right, there is nothing we can do to stop this from happening." He said she needed to go; she should go, even if it was away from him.