orphic » jacob black

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I'm really sick and I've lost about a pound a day. I've been to the doctors a few times and nothing is helping/working. Today, my teacher pulled me out of class and told me to stop taking the test and go home. So let's just see what happens I guess. Currently waiting for blood test results so my arm hurts really bad from blood being drawn.

Grit your teeth, pull your hair,
Paint the walls black and scream,
"Fuck the world
'Cause it's my life, I'm gonna take it back,"
And never for a second blame yourself.

Justice:

Summer went by way too fast. It's the first day of school. I really didn't spend anytime at home because I'm avoiding my parents. I don't really know if they're back together or just living together. I don't really care. I was either at Sam and Emily's house or Jake's all summer. I'm caught back up on my school work so Jake and I are ready to start senior year together.
(a/n I bumped up their ages for story purposes)

Considering it's La Push and it's foggy and overcast 24/7, I'm dressing a little warmer.
I tie my hair up in a messy bun and put on mascara and foundation. Then I get in my car and drive to school from Emily's house.

I grab my phone and backpack and leave my house.

All Time Low is blasting through my speakers when I drive up to school. I feel like a badass bitch.

Bella and Edward supposedly came back from their honeymoon recently but no one has seen them. I haven't seen Rosalie ever since the wedding. We haven't even talked.

Things are going great with Jake. We're better than ever. He finally gave up on me 'expressing my feelings' and honestly, it's made our relationship a ton better.

"Lily!" I yell when I see her. She and Embry went away for about half the summer.

"Jay!" She yells back.

"How was your trip?" I ask after we hug.

"It was incredible! We went swimming, hiking, skiing, just drove." She gushes, "and lots and lots of sex." She whisper giggles the last part.

"Gross!" I squeal, covering my ears, "Why couldn't you stop after just driving?"

"Because the shitload of sex was the best part." She says innocently.

"Okay, okay, I get it. Don't need to hear anymore." I shush her.

"Where is everyone?" Lily asks.

"Jake is picking Quil, Seth, Colin, and Brady up. Jared and Kim are coming together. And I don't know where Embry is. That one's on you."

"Oh okay. Embry is picking up his schedule from the office. For whatever reason they didn't send it to him in the mail." She explains.

"That sucks." I say.

Lily nods in agreement.

"It's so weird to be back at school. I haven't been in like, four months." I comment, ignoring the stares from my peers.