Baby Mama- JCole (Under Construction)

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Extra Random ass thoughts.....:*When a nigga tries to tell u what to wear...... That shit only cute if you being realistic. Like don't be like I can't wear my belly out Bc niggas gonna wanna stick they dick in my belly button hole or some shit like that. 😒😒💯
*excuse any errors I'm too lazy to fix them right now.

Kai Demoney March 5, 2015 10:00pm, Home

"Can you believe that?" I asked Mally as he dropped his keys on the counter. We just dropped Kayden off to the doctor.

He huffed and walked over to the couch. "He just brings this random girl back home." I continued taking off my jacket. "Not just to visit but to li-"

"Shut the fuck up man." Mally mumbles. I looked over at him with his head leaned back on the couch.

"All you do is talk about that nigga. What about your fucking baby? Huh?" He looked over at me with the most annoyed expression. My heart felt like it had sunken when he carried this tone with me. I guess he could read the hurt expression because he sighs.

"Look." He started licking his lips and darting those colorful eyes of his at me. "The nigga don't want you. Ion know how you could honestly believe that y'all could be together after what you did." He continued.

His words stung. Although they may have been true. "I been supporting you through all this Bullshit. But I ain't about to sit here and watch you make a fool of yourself. It's obvious you want that dumb ass niggas. But he ain't checking for you. That girl we met today hold his heart. I can tell. He don't look at you the same way he does her. Take it from a man Kai. I know this shit because I'm in the middle of it." He sort of mumbles the last part.

No words escape my mouth as I watch him stand to his feet. "I'm not gon sit here and bash you like it's just yo fault. He had some part in you falling in love with him, but both of y'all fucked up when y'all removed the platonic feel from the relationship and all of that was based around that contract he ripped up."

By now tears had already began to pour from my eyes. Oddly Mally doesn't comfort me like he usually does. He simply continues. "Don't cry now. The damage already done. Now you pregnant with some nigga baby who don't want you."

"You don't have to keep pointing that out Mally."

"Yes I do because you need to get it through yo head. Worry about what's inside you and your freedom. Fuck him."

"Oh so now you're turning on me to?" I asked.

He half chuckles. " Nah, but I'm giving you a bit of harsh reality. You need some tough love cause all I do is baby you." I sniffed and shook my head.

"Whatever Mally." I wipe the tears from my eyes and walk into my room. Not to long hearing the slamming of the front door.

Since when has he become such a dick to me? He wasn't my shoulder to lean on anymore and that nearly killed me. I can't lose him to. I mean if I already haven't. I always knew he thought he would end up with me, but I didn't know it was this serious.

Maybe I did need a bit of harsh reality. But did it need to be that harsh? I walked over to my bed and plopped down on it. My life was just slowly falling apart. I do a good deed and somehow I end up getting the shit end of the stick.

***

1:00 am

I stay up waiting for Mally. I couldn't sleep until we made up. It was just weird going to sleep knowing that we had such a heated conversation.

While I waited I took a shower, threw on some sweats, and combed out my knotty hair. I wasn't even hungry at this point.

In the mist of me waiting for Mally I got a call from the last person I wanted to talk to. I watched the screen ring a few times before I let it go to voice-mail. However that didn't stop him from calling again.

I aggressively grabbed my phone and answered it. "What?" I ask as I place it to my ear.

"You good?" Jay asks. I can tell he's a bit puzzled by my attitude.

"I'm fine." I mumble.

"You sure. I know you usually go to sleep earlier than this."

I sigh. Releasing a bit of the attitude. "Yea. I'm fine. I'm just..." I stopped for a second as my voice began to Crack. "I'm j-j-just waiting on Mally to come home."

"Where he went? You sure you good. It sound like you crying Kai."

I sniff. " No it's fine. It's just th-"

"What do you think about this?" I suddenly heard Kelsey's voice in the background.

"Yea, I like it." He answers. This causes me to roll my eyes. I swear it ceased all of my crying.

"What was you saying Kai?"

"Nothing..." I mumble.

"You want me to come pick you up? Me, Kels, and Manny about to watch a movie. Maybe you can bring Kayden along?"

"No. It's fine. I'm good and Kayden's not here anyway."

"Oh Ight. You sure?" I suck my teeth out of aggravation.

"I'm fine. I'll just wait for Molly. Thanks." I quickly hang up the phone before he can even get another word. I'm glad I did because the sound of the front door opening alerts me. I scrambled to my feet and race to my room door. Once I open it is see Mally standing in my doorway. Looking as if he were about to open my door.

"I was gon check and see if you was sleep." He mumbles. His high yellow skin tone is a flushed red.

"Yea I couldn't sleep until we made up. Everything you said is tru-"

"Yea but I ain't have to say it the way I did."

"You really didnt." I half smile.

"I know. And I'm sorry. It's just a lot going on and I'm frustrated. And I'm still low key mad you ain't just leave it alone and let me take the wrap for it." I sigh and pull him into a meaningful hug. One of those real hugs where I have to stand on my tippy toes, and my arms are wrapped around his neck. It does take long for him to hug me back. Slightly picking me up in the process.

"I'm sorry for putting you in this situation. I really am, but I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if I had let you go through with that." I whisper.

"You already told me that." He mumbled. "That don't mean it make a difference to me." I pull back, and look at his face with a smile on mine.

"Hard headed."

He shrugs.

"So do you want to sleep in here tonight?" I ask.

"Yea. Let's Netflix and chill." I laugh as he places me down on the floor.

"OR let's watch a movie and you do that with one of your hoes." He laughs and takes off his jacket.

We both climb into my bed and get comfortable as I turn us on a movie. It's hard to believe that this could possibly be the last time we do this for a long time.

"So I'm going on a date with this girl I met the other day."

I furrow my eyebrows and look over at him. "Like a date date? Or one of your one night stand dates?"

"No like a date date. I'm not even gon bring her home this time." I gasp dramatically.

"Oh my god."

He chuckles. "I like her and you wanna know something else?" I nod.

"She reminds me a lot of you." I smile but then I realize that this won't end good. Mally's looking for another me....