"Standards" -Joshler

•Fourteen•

Beebo: Josh u hoe

Jishwa: what u slut

Beebo: did u forget about that music thing that I asked u to help me with

Jishwa: Ohshit

Jishwa: I'm coming !

I grabbed a box that I could sit on and drum, along with a navy blue balaclava which I'd wear

I carried it down the street to Brendon's when suddenly

"What the fuck Debby? I'm not into you"

"What do you mean? You didn't say that last night!"

Debby had her hands all over Tyler. He looked disgusted

"Fuck off, that was nothing"

"Fine, this is getting out. Tyler Joseph had sex with Debby Ryan" Debby crossed her arms and pouted before turning to look at me

Tyler peered up, his expression still stern. He turned and slammed his door

"Hi Josh!" Debby cheered

I gulped, holding back tears before charging forwards to Brendon's house and smashing through the door. I plopped the box down along with the balaclava before running upstairs to Brendon's bathroom

I locked myself in, crumbling to the floor

Josh you're so fucking stupid. You fell for a popular kid. You believed he liked you

"I thought he did" I rocked back and forward, spluttering. The white haze of white noise gripped my shoulders

Stupid. I'm ashamed to be your conscious! You're a fucking dead kid. Dead, you may as well die Josh

"Please stop.. Please"

Josh listen to me

"Stop.."

Josh

"Josh! Hey man, what's up?"

I looked up, Brendon was knelt in front of me. I was hiccuping and spluttering, I couldn't control myself

He pulled me into a hug, he was wearing a delicious cologne. My muffled cries stained his pink t-shirt

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I'd settled down, me and Brendon sat in his bathroom

"What happened?"

I breathed in slightly

"Me and Tylet, we are a thing and as I can to your house, he shoved Debby out and she was claiming they had sex and Tyler didn't even look upset or anything. I thought he actually liked me, I thought he'd treat me like someone! I'm so upset but I want to be mad and I can't d-"

(I'm just gonna leave it as tylet cause you all seem to be having the time of your lives in the comments lmao)

Brendon suddenly merged our lips, throwing himself onto me and straddling my hips. I shouldn't have done it but I kissed back, grabbing his thighs. We parted, staring at each other for an extended period of time

"Can we, do that again?" Brendon asked innocently and I nodded

We kissed for along time, we weren't turned on or anything. I presume it was because we'd both been longing for that contact

"We can forget about this right?" I asked and he nodded quickly

"The others will be coming soon anyways" Brendon stood up, walking away

I looked at my phone

6 New messages; TylerHoeseph

T: Josh that was an accident

T: Nothing happened she lied I promise

T: It was a chemistry project and she just threw herself on me

T: I didn't want it

T: but I did it and it was a mistake I'm sorry

T: I love you

I shook my head

J: "Nothing happened I promise" yeah sure of course you just fucking admitted it thanks!

Surprise Jrendun there 🌚