"Standards" -Joshler

•Six•

Surprise selfie bcs I love you all

Honestly I was kinda pissed at Tyler, sure I'd given him a shitty attitude but I'm not a toy. Not yet Anyways

It was raining and I liked that. I'd stayed a little behind so I didn't have to trail behind the straight squad and Tyler.

The Straight Squad and Tyler co. Nice

The droplets of icy water cooled me down and relaxed me, I had slight anger issues but I hated addressing it. So I always hid it and when I got angry I guess I didn't really do anything

I had people on tumblr to calm me down. They always knew how, but they didn't know him.

Nobody did, not Brendon, not Patrick. No one

Nobody knew that I questioned my existence and why I was born into this body and why I was frowned apon when I wore makeup.

Nobody

And that's why Tyler intrigued me. He wanted to know me, he didn't see it and he didn't act like it but I could see it in his eyes

And there I was again, thinking. The rain aiding me with ease

Listening to nothing, dreaming of everything

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I was home, parents where not. I slumped my back at the door and let out a stressed scream. Why did he do this too me?

Why did one guy drive me round the fucking bend all the time?

I stormed to my bedroom and I clicked onto tumblr

One new message: TylerHoeseph

Oh my god, oh m y god

Tyguy: Listen I'm coming round, don't ask how I know where you live

I cringed slightly, that was kinda creepy.

And just as I tried to reply, the door was opened

"Josh? I saw you walk in"

I thudded down stairs and met with the same glossy eyes, I had a sweater and boxers on which was normally my bedroom kit. Tyler seemed to freeze up which I smirked at before hiding my face, I hated my body and I didn't agree with him seeing me this way.

"What do you want?"

"I wanna know you more. I'm sorry about earlier, can I get.."

He paused, looking down. I raised my eyebrows before I watched him put on the most cutes puppy eyes ever

"A hug?"

I couldn't help but pull him in, I closed the door behind him. He buried his face in my chest and let out small whimpers

"Tyler?"

"I-I'm sorry you just make me so confused. I just don't know what to do"

What? This is strange..

"Hey Ty," I lifted his chin up and greeted his face with a smile, he was too cute, "it's okay, What do you want to do"

I pressed a kiss onto his forehead gently

"I want to cuddle and watch a movie but no one can find out. You're not exactly.. Like me and my friends..."

"Up to standards? I know, it's okay"  I entangled our fingers and led him into the living room and threw a blanket at him. I ignored the fact that I wasn't good enough, I wasn't up there with Tyler

And the fact that Tyler fucking Joseph just broke down in my arms was strange as. He was so harsh in school

He gives me anxious, gives me patience and let's me face this problem that he has with his sexuality or whatever

I brought us hot chocolate and sat down

"I think I'm gay. And I wanted to yanno, have some quality time with someone I know I have something in common with" Tyler sipped the drink and smiled

I wiped his chocolate mustache away, he was so fucking cute

"Okay, Big Hero 6?"

"Fuck yes"