Baby Project With the Player: ON HOLD

Chapter 13

Hey guys! A lot of yelling coming up and harsh words in this chapter so just a heads up...

(Dani's POV)
It's been a week and I still haven't talked to Junior. Sure I see him when I see the kids and exchange a few words but just that, nothing more, nothing less. I can tell he wants to talk but I avoided him at all cost.

I really do miss him but how could he? I felt so betrayed. I don't want to end up broken hearted again. I ca-
"OW!" I yelled as I hit my arm against the wall. How can I be so stupid?

When I got over it, I walked into my kitchen and got bacon and eggs out the fridge and began cooking with my arm that wasn't in pain. I turned on my electric stove and waited for it to heat up before I cut up the bacon and put it. I got the eggs and cracked them;thank god I learned to crack an egg with one hand.

After 20 minutes, I was done and I got out a plate, which I could barely reach, and served myself. I decided to eat and watch tv because the table felt empty. I turned on the tv and Friends was on.

It was the episode where Monica was forcing Chandler to go invite his dad..? He's now a she and she does these shows and all that, anyways it was the part where they were at the place that his dad worked and he found his teacher playing the piano. (He found his teacher and "dad" together before) Anyways Monica invited chandlers dad to the wedding.

Two hours later of watching reruns, I decided to go for a walk that was from my backyard to a local park down the block. I grabbed my keys and phone and started to walk. I must've looked like a weirdo walking around but to this point, I was content with walking.

I decided to go around and go back home because I had nothing else to do. I couldn't play at the park because I'll look like a creep. The walk was peaceful and I checked my phone to see no calls or texts. Not surprised. I got home and saw that I still had my dirty plate on the coffee table.

I heard the doorbell and I ran to leave my left over eggs in the sink. The person was continuously ringing the doorbell. I wasn't expecting anyone? Probably Mike or Brandon...

I ran over to the door and saw neither of them but Junior. "I do not feel comfortable talking to you, I am still upset so if you can le-" I was cut off my an angry Junior.

"I've had it! I! That's all you think about! Yourself! I have been beating myself over because what I did but I realized I did nothing wrong!" He was going to continue but I cut him off.

"YOU accused me of being a whore! And you kicked me out!" He scoffed. "Have you ever thought before I was so damn jealous! I didn't even care anymore about the stupid Justin situation but of course you had to feel sorry for your ass and say "at least we go out..." I mean what? You want to go out and see the fucking world like a little naïve girl you are? We have two kids! We also are fucking high school students so don't accuse me of being a bad person because you think yourself like a dog because I have to take you out."

I didn't even know what to say. Everything he said just hit me. I felt my cheeks wet and I haven't noticed I was crying.

"You're such an asswhole! I can't believe you just said that! I am not selfish! I gave up my high school life for these kids!" I said crying.

He laughed.

"You have up your high school life? Is that all you have to say? These kids LOVE you and all you have to say is that you have up your high school life? Are you not hearing yourself? Stop feeling sorry for yourself! I am sick of it! Theses kids are my life! I love them! They might not be mine but I sure as hell know I learned to do love them. When I first met these kids, I saw all the pain they went through and you cared about high fucking school? Education is one thing but high school social status is another. You gave up high school? You want a cookie? Will that make up leaving your precious high school?" His chest was heaving heavily. He was vivid.