New Start (Logan Lerman)

Catching Up

Ana's POV


Logan planted a kiss on my forehead. Seconds later I opened my eye and he was sitting in front of me by the edge of the bed giving me his back and a dark green cardigan next to him. I crawled quietly towards him and wrapped my arms around him. He turned his head and kissed me. I felt he was smiling as he kissed me.

"Morning beautiful" he said after our lips parted. "Good morning, handsome" I replied. Logan was wearing khaki jeans, brown Oxford shoes, and a light blue long-sleeve shirt buttoned halfway from the bottom.

He got up facing me and I was kneeling in the mattress. "Where are you going?" I asked as I finished buttoning his shirt. I started to tie his neck tie and he replied,"Uh we got invited to, uh, the Jonathan Ross show. I wanted to invite you but-"

Someone knocked on the door "Room service"

"Cover yourself" he winked as he pulled the waistband of my panties. I headed to the bathroom whilst Logan opened the door. I snatched a bath robe that was hung next to the door. My phone was fully charged. I swiped my finger across the screen to unlock it. I had a message from Jack.


Care to join me for a cup of coffee?

Come on, you know I know you're in town :)

Finn's out of town if that's the reason you're thinking of ignoring my invitation.


I accepted his invitation since Logan would be busy with the interview.

Okay, Jackmo... Where do we meet?

Seconds later he replied.

Where ever you'd like

Your house's fine.

Okay, see you in a few hours.

He sent me his address to his previous house. I put my phone down and walked up to Logan. "Breakfast is here" He was about to re-start to tie the deep blue tie with light blue and light green stripes when I started to do it for him. He smiled and ran down his finger between my breasts to my stomach and undid the poorly knot I did to my bath robe. I finished tying his tie when my robe was completely open. He wrapped my arms around me,"Now, where were we?"

I pushed him over the bed and I was on top of him, he placed his hands on my thighs. "I don't know... Where do you think you should be." He chuckled and brushed some hair behind my ear. "Now that you're awake, do you want to come with me to the show? You can hang out in backstage with Emma or we could... you know-" and he planted a kiss on my lips,"... be alone in my dressing room"

I placed my hands on his chest,"That's a very, very tempting offer... but I'm afraid I have other plans,"

He smiled,"oh you do! And what are those plans? If I may ask"

"I agreed to have a cup of coffee with a friend"

He gave me a confused look,"In London... huh? You've friends in London."

I nodded,"Look, I met him-"

"Oh 'HIM'?"

I smiled, honestly he was cute when he get a little jealous. He always says he isn't but I know he is. "He's a friend of Emma and mine. I met him at party Emma was hosting in New York... You have nothing to worry about."

"So, are these your plans for the whole day?" He chuckled.

"Of course, not. While you're at the show, I'll be having a cup of coffee, catching up with Jack and after that we can come back here and repeat what happened last night. How's that for today's plans?"

"And I thought I was already in a really good mood."


Logan's POV


It took me an hour and a half to arrive at the set of Jonathan Ross's show. And I thought I was getting away from the traffic from LA. I barely made it.

"Hey, Logan" I turned around and saw Emma by the food with a napkin covering her mouth.

"Emma" I hugged her. "You're looking great" I continued.

"Thank you. You, too. Um... " She looked behind me,"...where's Ana?"

"She's uh, catching up with a friend of hers... and yours, actually"

Emma's jaw dropped.

"What's wrong, Emma?"

"Did she mentioned a name?"

"Yeah... Uh, I think it was um, Jake?"

"Jack"

"Yeah, yeah... Jack."

A guy came up to us,"You're up in 5. Logan, come with me" I grabbed a bottle of water, Emma smiled and placed her hand on my shoulder and I walked away.


Ana's POV


I knocked on the door of Jack's house. No one answered. I looked around and there were two girls staring at me. At first, I thought it was Emmy and a friend of hers but they left as soon as the door opened.

"Finn..."

He had his head down.

"... Jack invited me over. Um, but he mentioned you were out of town and I probably should be going..."

"Please. Don't. Come on in."

I just stood there.

He swung open the door and stepped aside. I made my way in and he closed the door behind me.

I examined the house, it was so much beautiful than the one I stayed a few months ago.

"Ana, Jack's not home."

"What? Why? Is he okay? Did something happened to him?"

"He's fine. He's probably boarding the plane by now."

"I don't understand. Then why-"

"I sent you the messages from Jack's phone when he was taking a shower before he left"

I started to walk towards the door and Finn stood in front of it. He grabbed my arm.

"Please, stay. We need to talk. You walked out on me, you owe me an explanation."

"I have nothing to say to you, Finnegan."

He grinned. "Finnegan, Huh?"

"Well, that's your name. Isn't it?"

"Of course. But you never called me that."

"Things change."

"I know. But listen, I'm still not over you... Maybe if we talked you could clear all my doubts-"

"Okay. Let's talk"

I realised Finn was right. He wanted an explanation and he the right to hear it from me, personally. He walked towards the spacious white kitchen. There was a white elegant tea pot in the middle of the table and two cups in front of each other and some cream biscuits.

"You knew I was going to stay over for tea?"

"I was hoping you did."

Finn pulled out the chair for me and I sat. He then took a seat and poored tea on my cup. He was staring at me as I took a sip of my tea.

"So what is it you want to know?"

"That was fast." he chuckled "I want to know why you ran away"

"I didn-"

"Call it what you want. I want to know why"

"I-I, I just... I just thought... it...it wouldn't work out"

"So, you gave up before you-w, we even tried?"

I nodded. "I know you'd hate me."

"I did"

"I was mad at myself, I hated myself for making you suffer, I'm sorry I walked out on you. I kept myself busy at first it was hard, but eventually I learned how to live without you..."

"Then let's make it work-"

"That's when I realised it was just an infatuation."

I looked down at my cup of tea. I knew he was staring at me. He sniffled and grabbed his nose.

I felt worse for telling him the truth but if this meant he would let go of me then so be it.

"What we had was beautiful but we went too fast, way too fast." I did my best to comfort him by telling him it wasn't his fault, but it seemed as if my words worsened the whole situation.

He got up and walked towards me. He leant down and cupped my face and kissed me. Our lips never parted, I got up and he pushed me to the table. He swung his arm threw everything to the floor. The sound of the porcelain shatter echoed in the room. He started to slid his hands under my sweater that's when I stopped him. He got off of me and stared at me. I got up and pulled my sweater down.

"This was a mistake, Finn."

I grabbed my purse and my coat and headed to the door. He followed me and grabbed my arm. I didn't turned around I just stood there. He got closer and whispered into my ear,"I don't want to let go"

I felt shivers down my spine. He planted a kiss on my neck. "Tell me you don't love me" He said seriously. I was mute I wanted to tell him I didn't loved him that way. "Tell me I was never good for you... Tell me he's the one"

"I love you Finn, you are good enough for me... but I'm inlove with him"

"Oh yeah? but does he make you feel this?" He bit my neck. "Or this?" He placed his hand on my stomach and pressed my body onto his. "Or this?" He grabbed my hair and pulled be back and bit my lip.

I closed my eyes and I unconsciously let out a moan. My eyes shot open,"Finn. STOP!"

He let go of me and took a step back.

"This was a huge mistake."




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