My Book of Poems

Am I?

Am I strong or am I weak?
I don't know anymore.
Some say I am,
Some say I'm not.
I don't know what I was before.

The ones who say I am.
See the brighter side of things.
They see what I do,
They see what I don't.
They see something.

The ones who say I'm not.
Are clouded by negative things.
They see what I do,
They see what I don't.
They see the flaw in everything.

The ones who see both.
Are neutral but also not.
They see I am weak,
They see I am strong.
They see certain things I cannot.

Which one am I?
Am I strong?
Am I weak?
Am I both?
Which one is wrong?

They tell me I am.
They tell me I'm not.
I know I am,
I know I'm not.
But who's to say but me?