Only The Beginning

21

        I woke up in tears. It hurt so bad.
I rolled over and James had a concerned look on his face. I sighed In relief.
"Babe,are you feeling okay?
" yes I am feeling fi-"
My eyes widened and I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom.
      "Babe!" James ran in to see him throwing up
"Babe...?"
"I am fine babe" I whispered.
"Are you sure? I can take you to the doctors."
James said rubbing my back I I threw up some more.
"No,babe..I am fine,promise." I said whipping my face with the towel and flushing the toilet.
I walked over to the sink and brushed my teeth.
"Why are you all of sudden sick?"
"I don't know but I don't feel right. It feels as if I'm....nevermind." I said walking out of the bathroom.
He rolled his eyes and sat down on the bed beside me.
"Babe,it's 3 AM, and you are wide awake not feeling good. What's wrong?"
"It feels as if I am pregnant." I said frowning.
"Wait, oh um..." He cleared his throat.
"What do you mean oh?"
"Babe."
"No,what do you mean by " oh"?
"Babe listen I have to go to work. You are staying home today! And if there are anymore symptoms you call me! I need to know!" He kissed me.
I shook my head and layed back down under the covers.
"I am leaving now babe! Love you. Feel better! I will be home at 4." He kissed my forehead and walked out of the house. I rolled over and had to throw up again.
"Are you F$ckijg kidding me!", I yelled and ran to the bathroom.
" I need a pregnancy test! " I said walking back to my bed.
    "I am worried." I whispered as a tear ran down my cheek.
"I am really worried." I put my face in my hand and began to cry.
I just wanted to be in James's hold again. Where I was safe.
                           I miss him