Harmony Note ( Austin and Ally Fanfic)

Chp.18: Obstacles

Chapter 18: Obstacles

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Ally's POV:

I was on the verge of tears, running through the light drizzle that started to fall.

I took a quick right, coming to a stop in front of the entrance to tour bus #3 which Trish and I would be sharing. She was off visiting a cousin in London at the moment.

I entered the bus door that I had just opened.

I ran over to the bed sitting down with a really sad feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Have you ever felt that?

Something be so right...when in fact, in the end, it could really hurt you.

That was Austin and I's situation.

We were in a honeymoon stage right now. Right before we got together, at the perfect moment when he would ask me to be his girlfriend...and I would accept. We'd be happy, blinded to everything and everyone around us. That how all relationships are at the beginning. All you feel is happiness, and joy. You finally overcome all of the obstacles to become that happy and perfect couple that you were aiming to achieve ever since we accepted our feelings for one another.

But what happens after that?

What happens when Austin and I reach the bumps in the road?

If we don't handle it, we can't make it through. What happens when we brake up? Not only would I experience heartbreak, but I would have to sit side by side, working with him everyday. He would be so close all the time, reminding me of the great thing I had, and the great thing I lost. And like I said before, I'm insecure. I don't think I'd be able to handle the fact that our relationship wasn't good enough. That I wasn't good enough.

That's too much for me too bear, I'm not ready to take that chance.

I'm not ready to be with Austin.

But, there's always that possibility where he doesn't like me as much as I thought he did, or at all!

There's something unnerving about the fact that I ran away from him.

I feel like I always run away from my problems. Like a coward.

I need to stop doing that! That's probably where I get stage fright from or something. I run away from my problems, I run away from my feelings.

But right now, I need to breathe. I'm getting a headache from all this over-analyzing.

As I enter further into the bus, it's the first time I really get to look at it, as a sort of distraction for myself.

Since Trish and I are the only ones sharing this bus, there's two small beds on eitheir side of this part if the bus. They are both filled with plain grey pillows comforters and sheets. Towards the back of the bus, there is a tiny microwave and stove with a sink an mini fridge. There's also a small wooden table in the corner with two chairs. It's basically a mini hotel room.

They said that 'we are free to decorate the living quarters as we please'.

So I took a seat on the bed to the right as I took one of the pillows, cuddling it close to me as I stared out the window towards the filled parking lot that was swarming with crew members for the tour. In the corner, I could see some fans gates back with a couple of security guards standing by them.

As I was starting to close my eyes, I heard screaming starting. My eyes snapped open to see the boys walking over to their busses. Austin was among them, which brought my thoughts back to the current problems at hand. Well...it was nice to get my mind off of it, even for a little while.