Lines of Silver *Currently Editing*

Chapter 4 My Drug Addiction **edited ;)*

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Here goes nothing... 2017-2019

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~Chapter 4 My Drug Addiction~

(Jake's POV)

It felt like ages since I saw her, since her face was in front of mine. To the way she gripped my waist like if she knew me and as if we were the last two on this world alive...

I grabbed my phone from the counter. My finger hovered over Stephanie's number. I looked at the picture I took of her that was on her profile. She had a frown on her face as she pressed her hands on Blake's. He was smiling like a fool on the other hand.

'Why does it have to be like this?' I thought to myself. Why did I want her so badly.

All I thought about was a drug addict that got thrown into rehab. It seemed like if she was a drug and I was the user. But then when she was gone I was an addict needing more and more, but I didn't have the drug anymore. I felt a pull that made me need her lips on mine, her hands around my waist and my hands tangled in her hair. For some reason I couldn't get over her cherry blossom scent out of my head, it was so bad that I needed her perfume drifting in the air while she was gone so that my mind wouldn't drift off to areas unknown.

It was true she was gone, that she wasn't in my arms as I laid in my bed. She was at home maybe laughing with family, on the phone with friends, and getting ready for school. Or maybe she was laying in bed thinking about what happened and why she let it happen in the first place.

"Zoe, you don't know what you do to me." I said silently, it was quieter then a whisper something a regular human wouldn't be able to hear.

"Zoe why? Why?" I said as I flopped down on my bed, it's sheets were white, just what my mother loved. White stuff because our souls are so black. But the thing is we age until a certain age. Maybe like 25 to 30 but no one knew the pain of growing in a body that's not really living. It hurts like hell itself. It was rare now a days for a vampire to have children. Most only had the gift to turned and not have a single blue blood baby.

"Jake..." I heard my mother say

"Shot" I whispered as she heard my thoughts and my whispering.

"Jake, you know what she is. She's your mate. You're her mate you'll see her soon. I actually had her classes lined up the same way as yours." She said as she was walking up the stairs to my room.

"What were her classes then?" I said silently

"Well first of all, none of them were in your classes. And I had to do some stuff with the superintendent's mind. Well, you know what I mean." She silently said as she chuckled.

I frowned. My mother loved to use her gift of mind controlling people and when it came to schooling, paperwork, school records she would just control them and then they'll be like "Yes, Miss Jones, but I fear we already have your paperwork Jake turned it in a week ago for you." Total lie because they were mind controlled and told to believe something dumb like that.

"Mom whatever you do, don't mind control Zoe." I said softly  feeling down and not really wanting to talk about the girl that I just met, fell in love with, barely knew, and missed like crazy.

"I can't erase you from her memory or her from you, it's a memory that's thousands of years old. It's a memory full of love, that you both ended up coming back. You're a vampire and she's a human. You both were reincarnated for each other." She said as she reached my room. She opened the door, smiled at me, and acted like she was allowed in. I don't think she was. Well that's my mother for you... A full blue blood vampire entering a room I didn't want her in, but screw it, I guess. She invites herself in. So there went the 'a vampire has to be told they can enter a house' nope we can go in any house we want to. But we can't find someone's house like Zoe's.