Mi Amor

Mistakes

    I quietly got out of my bed and opened the door to the hallway. My room is on the third floor so I carefully made my way up the stairs to the fifth floor and immediately went to Fernando's room. I silently opened the door to his room and saw him fast asleep in his bed, all the glass was cleaned and the dresser was fixed, it looked perfect compared to how it was earlier.
    I grabbed a pillow from the bed and a blanket as well and curled up on a small couch in the room. I slowly began to fall asleep to the sound of his soft breaths.

~12 years prior~

"Kara! Come here I want to show you something!"
Rushing over I was amazed to see this beautiful blue and purple butterfly resting on his hand.

"Fernando, it's so beautiful..."

"Almost as beautiful as you Kara! You know Kara when I'm older I'm going to marry someone just like you and I'm going to love her almost as much as I love you."

With that being said Fernando enveloped me in a huge hug, we are so close I can't imagine losing him...
   
I woke up in Fernando's room but without Fernando. I was no longer laying on the couch but rather in his soft bed, he must have moved me when I was asleep I thought to myself. Not wanting to waste anymore time in bed I got up and made my way back to my room to get dressed- Jorge stopped me before I reached the stair case.

Jorge: You've made a bad mistake Kara

Kara: What are you talking about?

Jorge: You don't play games with him. You should know that.

    Jorge walked away without another word. Did he think I was teasing him? Anyways it doesn't matter I am hungry. After I changed into a blouse and some nice shorts, I went downstairs and this time there was no table filled with scrumptious food, rather a plate with eggs and bacon and a glass of orange juice waiting for me. Huh.

     After finishing my breakfast I decided to walk around a bit and explore the amazing mansion. There are so many rooms! I must have gotten lost at least three times. During my exploring I found his office again, without thinking I opened the door to find Jorge sitting there reading through some paper work. "He left. He won't be back until later tonight so you can torture him then."  Not wanting to get into another argument with the imbecile I left without a word. Jorge is such an ass.

I don't understand Fernando. I try to make an effort and he's pushing me away? Isn't this what he wanted?