Mi Amor

Cold

It's been 3 days since the "incident" with Matteo and Fernando, I haven't seen Matteo since then but Jorge assures me that he's okay.
Fernando has been around but he's giving my distance which I appreciate. I'm so confused and so heart broken, having feelings for Fernando is like having feelings for the devil. I need to have an honest conversation with Fernando which terrifies me. I don't want to tell him how I feel and I also don't want to know the truth about what has happened in the last 12 years that has made him so cruel, but I can't move past this without knowing what I'm running away from or what I'm running in to.
So I walked to Fernando's office and softly knocked on the door before stepping inside. Fernando was on the phone in what seemed to be a heated conversation when he saw me walk in he immediately hung up on whoever he was talking to-

Fernando: Kara? Is everything okay?!

Kara: I think we need to talk.

Fernando: okay, we can talk

We quietly sat on a leather sofa in his office each of us waiting for the other to speak.

Fernando: So what do you need to talk with me about?

Kara:... I need to know.... I need to know everything....

Fernando: what are you talking about?

Kara: I need to know how you got this way, how you made the money to live in a house like this, why you disappeared for 12 years, why you've become so cruel and so ruthless to everyone around you. I need to know everything.

Fernando: Kara... I don't think you know what your asking. You don't want the answers to those questions...

Kara: Yes. Yes, I do

Fernando: Well your not getting them. It's for the best you don't know Kara. Now leave, I have work to do.