Suicide Note

Chapter 4

Hi everyone! Here is a new chapter and honestly what even is it. Enjoy :-)

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I woke up to an obnoxiously beeping alarm in my ear, and I looked at the clock. It was only 7:30. I looked all around me, squinting at the bright light shining through the window. I slowly got up, and walked to the kitchen. I walked through the doorway and-hOT DAMN. There stood Jake by the coffee maker, in. just. his. underwear.

"Ummmm...Good..Morning!" I spat out

"Hi! I hope you don't mind me making coffee, I always have it, and I figured you did too."

"Oh, yeah thanks!" I said with a really big grin on my face. "Ok Justin kick it down a notch, don't be weird." I thought to myself.

"So, what do you have planned for today?" He asked me.

"Well, I have to be at work by 9AM, and that's all I have for today. I don't really have any friends I do stuff with, so I don't mind. I have Felix!"

He laughed, "Hey! I'm here! Well, I don't know if you consider me a friend, but I mean I always have a lot of time because of my schedule, maybe we can do something together soon!" He replied, with also a huge grin. What is it with people and having huge grins? It's weird.

He returned to making coffee, and I walked out of the room, staring at him... "Ok now I am starting to sound like a stalker."

"Hmm?" I heard come from the other room.

"Shit! Did I really say that out loud?" I thought to myself.

"Oh nothing."

I ran into my bedroom, putting on some clothes on and running into the bathroom to freshen up. I sprayed on some of my cologne and went back out to the living room to put on some shoes. I found my favorite black converse and I put those on, taking some time to lace them up because they went up 1/3 of my leg. Suddenly, Jake walked back into the living room with clothes on. Damnit.

"Hey, what's up. You sounded like you were destroying the bathroom a minute ago, in a rush?" He asked.

"Not really, I just have a lot to do when I get ready in the morning. I always have to look sort of emo!" I replied. He chuckled, and I went back to tying my shoes. Once that was done, I went to go see Felix and feed him, and I gathered all of my things for work: my book bag and my laptop.

"So, now that you're leaving, do you want me to go too? Or..." Jake asked me.

"Well, I mean, I trust you, so you can stay until the locksmith calls. I have a spare key on my keyring, so just give the key back the next time we see each other." I replied, hoping that was some sort of good answer.

"Sounds good, well, have fun at work! Bye!" He shouted as I waved bye from the door. I mean, I don't mind him in my house, I think I am starting to like him. Like, like like him. Ok, Justin, you just left a relationship, you don't need to be crushing on other dudes just yet. But he's fuckin hot so oh well.

I walked past the park I was in yesterday, looking at the houses while I was at a stop sign. I went back to my car parked at Rocco's and unlocked it. I started to drive to work. When I got to work, I walked into the receptionists office and said hi to the others, and walked back to clock in. "Right on time!" I thought to myself, seeing the clock just turned to 9AM. Once I got to my desk, I spent my morning writing articles.

Once it was around 1PM, I took my 45 minute lunch break, and went to the back office to sit down and enjoy my food. I had packed the leftovers from Rocco's and I started to consume the delicious Italian cuisine. Suddenly, my phone rang, and I saw that it was Jake. "Hmm, I wonder what he wants to talk about" I think to myself. I open the phone and saw that he wanted to do something.