BabySitter M.E

Part 12

JASMINE"S POV:  It's been 5 or 6 weeks since everything happened with matthew. Today  I was going to pick up mia I've been taking mia places with me and cameron because I don't want to stay in the house when matthew is there, I haven't talked to him since it happened he has texted me and called me but i don't  answer him he goes to my house but i told my mom and dad to tell him i wasn't home when he came to talk to me, This has happened to before and i don't  know why it happened's to me i never do anything bad.  Cameron and I were almost to matthew's house when i started singing along to the demi lovato song in case,

"In Case"

Pictures in my pocket
Are faded from the washer
I can barely just make out your face
Food you saved for later
In my refrigerator
It's been too long since later never came

I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case

In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home

Strong enough to leave you
But weak enough to need you
Cared enough to let you walk away
I took that dirty jacket
From the trash right where you left it
'Cause I couldn't stand to see it go to waste

I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case

In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case

You're looking in that mirror one day
And miss my arms
How they wrapped around your waist
I say that you can love me again
Even if it isn't the case

Ohhh
You don't find what you're looking for
Ohhh
You're missing my love
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case
Yeah, ooooohhh

"Wow jasmine you sing nice" cameron said, "Oh thanks" i said, "Why haven't  you told any of us you can sing you and shawn should sing together" cameron said smiling at me, "Well i don't really sing only in the car,shower, and when their is a song on that i like or if someone want's me to sing with them so if shawn asks me i will sing with him " i said parking the car since we got to matthew's house and i went to knocked and matthew opened it. 

"Hey Jasmine" he said letting me in the house, "Hi matthew is mia almost ready?" i asked, "Yea she is almost she just putting her shoes on and fixing her hair" he said sitting next to me on the couch, "So were are you going to take mia today"matthew asked, " We are taking her to the fair" i said moving over a bit away from him,"We?" he asked, "Yea me and cameron are taking mia to the fair cameron always comes with us" i said, "Didn't mia tell you?" i asked, "No she didn't she just said she has fun when you take her places" he said putting his head down. "Oh" was all i said, "Jasmine can we please talk about things, i texted you and called you but you don't answer me, whenever i go to your house your mom and dad always say you are not home and i know that you are i see your car" He said looking at me sad, "Matthew look i can't keep pretending that everything is alright i would give anything.... anything to go back to the way things were between us, I know how sorry you are  i do, but im just having  really hard time forgetting and forgiving this has happened to me before and i don't  know why i never do anything wrong. "Jasmine look" he said but he didn't get to finish telling me because mia came running to me, telling that she was ready to leave, "Mommy im ready" mia said running into my arm's, "Okay lets go then"i said looking at matthew, "Maybe we can talk about this some other time" matthew said giving mia a kiss goodbye, "Yea next time" i said leaving with mia getting into the car.