Real or not real?

[19] For me?

Katniss POV
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I rush over to the bathroom leaving Peeta behind and immediately start puking.

Soon enough I feel my hair being held back and soothing hands rubbing my back.

I finish and stand up, looking him dead in the eyes.

"What happened?" I he asks. I just stay silent and shrug and immediately fall sobbing into his arms.

I let go eventually and look up to him, "Peeta I'm scared." This same exact thing happened yesterday morning and the day before while Peeta was at the bakery.

He hugs me and tells me I'll be okay, even though I won't. For the rest of my life. I'll never be safe. What's the point of living anyway.

I soon hear Prim rushing down the stairs toward the bathroom. "Katniss?" She asks terrified.

"I'm fine," I say crying.

"Doesn't look like it." She says coming over to inspect me. "Come," she says as she leads me out the bathroom and up to hers.

"Katniss, what's up." She gives me a stern look dead in the eyes like Peeta.

I stay silent for awhile, "I-I don't know."

"You don't know?" She asks, "how don't you know?"

I shrug. She pulls out her little nurse kit. "Tell me bout it." She says and pats a spot beside her on the bed.

"What do you have in there," I asks pointing to the bag, my hands quivering.

"Stuff."

"Nightlock?"

"KATNISS NO!"

"I SAID DO YOU HAVE NIGHTLOCK?"

"No," she gives me a depressed look. "What's gotten into you??" She sheds a little tear. "Why do you want nightlock?"

"Because, Prim, because." I reply as as I cry as well.

"Here," she says as she pulls a little box out of her nurses bag.

"No," I push it away.

"Yes,"

"NO!"

"YES!"

I give her a stern look.

"For me?" She pleads.  I think.

I sigh. "Whatever." I say as I exit the room.

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Sorry it's such a short chapter, but to repay you, I'll update asap. I wanted the end to be a cliff hanger so yeah. But ooooooohhhhh what is it???  Comment your guesses.
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Sadie