IM MRS PADILLA -- SHE'S MY WIFE [KathNiel]

SMW 24 (DJ)

Nothing like us.

MAKE SURE TO PLAY THE VIDEO IN THE MM OR PLAY NOTHING LIKE US.. IM TELLING YOU.

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Daniel's POV

'Lately I've been thinkin', thinkin' bout what we had.'

Paano nangyare na humantong tayo sa ganito... Everything that we had are all in past now.

When we first had our relationship.. It was good, but im sorry for being a coward. Siguro kasalanan ko din.. Kasi nung una palang hindi na kita na-protektahan nang mabuti. I tried to act like I don't love you but I just want you safe. Yun lang naman ang gusto ko nun. I just want you to be safe. Gaano ba kahirap hilingin na maging safe ang taong mahal ko. I didn't want to take risk because it's you i'm talking about. Hindi kung sinu sinong tao diyan.

We surpassed things.. 'I know it was hard, it was all that we knew.' I almost died when you left me at the same time brae died. Tangina, gusto ko nang magpakamatay nung araw na yon. Ano bang malaking kasalanan ko sa Diyos at pinaparusahan niya ko ng ganito?! Bakit sa lahat ng pwede niyang kunin.. Bakit si brae pa? Pwede namang ako.. Sana ako nalang. Wag na si Brae. Si Brae, sobrang bata pa nun. Ni wala pa yung kasalanan but why did she died?! Sobrang sakit sakin na mawalan ng anak... Nung nakunan si Kath. I blamed myself for being too stupid. Napaka-walang kwenta kong ama.

I can't even take care my own children. I wanted to die so I could be with them. Hindi ko alam pero kahit medyo matagal nang nangyare yun.. Yung sakit andito pa din. Sobrang fresh padin. Yung plinano ko para sakin at anak ko. I wished I could danced with my daughter in her debut.. I wished I could fetch her in her school.. I wished that I could walk beside her in the aisle on the day of her wedding.. But everything was just a wish. It never happened.

'Have you been drinkin'
To take all the pain away?
I wish I could give you what deserve.'

I wonder what your doing right now.. Masaya ka ba kasama si Light.. I wish I'm the guy beside you now... The guy that will comfort you while you're in tears. Sorry for being weak. I promise this will be the last time i'll break down. Naalala ko yung mga oras na kuntento na tayong magkasama tayo.. Walang kahit anong hinihiling pa..

Pero bakit naging ganito kagulo. Masama bang humiling nang isang magandang pamilya? I just wanted a happy family. Pero bakit parang lahat sumasalungat? Bakit lahat ayaw? Yun lang naman ang gusto ko.. Masayang pamilya kasama ka.. La Reina. Pero paanong nandito na tayo sa puntong magannul tayo. Why did you have to make this decision? Hindi mo ba alam kung gaano kasakit sakin na malaman na ayaw mo na talaga.. You gave up.

I chuckled while my tears were falling through my cheeks. Hindi ko namalayan na mahigpit na ang pagkakahawak ko aa envelope na kadadating lang. Annulment papers.

'Cause nothing can ever,
Ever replace you.
Nothing can make me feel like you do.'

I smirked when I remember what JC said awhile ago.. 'Give Julia a chance. Who knows it might work out. She made a mistake, make her repay for it by staying with you. Promise me this kuya, after your last breakdown... You'll try.'

I don't even know why I agreed. Siguro baka tama siya.. malay natin magwork out. Pero sadyang iba lang talaga si Kathryn.. 'Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah.
You know there's no one I can relate to.
And know we won't find a love that's so true.'

What we had was peculiar. We had a forever in a short period of time. We were challenged many times.. But in the end you gave up.

'There's nothing like us,
Theres nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm
Theresr nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh.'

I rubbes my face trying to wipe all the tears coming out. Hindi ba ko nauubusan ng luha. I don't want to cry anymore but my tears are still coming out. This song is triggering my tears so much. Why am I even listening to this.

'I gave you everything, baby,
Everything I had to give,
Girl, why would you push me away, yeah
Lost in confusion,
Like an illusion,
You know I'm used to making your day.'

I gave everything that I could give. I tried my best to become a perfect husband.. A perfect partner. But i guess it wasn't enough for you. Binigay ko na ang lahat lahat.. Lahat ng kaya ko, kahit pride ko nilunok ko na balikan mo lang ako.

Pero ikaw yung umayaw eh. Iba yung pinili mo. Iniwan mo ko ng hindi ko man lang kung anong mali sakin.. Kung mali ba lahat.. Kung ano mang mali yan, tatamain ko bumalik ka lang. But you left me hanging.

You gave up on us. Hindi ko alam, pero alam kong medyo matatagalan akong makapag-move on sayo.. I'll try my best to be happy even without you. Pero iniisip ko palang parang hindi ko na kaya. Because I always think that I live for you.

'But that is the past now,
We didn't last not,
I guess that this is meant to be, yeah.'

Maybe thing are better this way. I tried my best for you but in the end of this battle... I lost. Maybe it's time to prepare for another battle.. Another battle with someone else. Eto na siguro yung oras para isipin ko din ang ibang tao. Naapektuhan na din ang sarili kong pamilya. I don't want to see my family waiting for me to move one like they don't have other things to do.

'Tell me, was it worth it?
We were so perfect.
But, baby, I just want you to see...

There's nothing like us..'

I'll be giving up Kathryn.. In this battle, I lost.. I lost you. Pero kahit ganon, alam ko sa sarili ko na walang makakatulad satin. What we had was peculiar. It was so different. Magkaron man ako ng bagong mamahalin, you will stille have a little part in my heart.

I just want you to know, that there's nothing like us. We could love many other people out there. But none of them can have what we had.

Walang makakatulad satin. Kung may makakapantay o mas makakataas, iba padin ang pagmamahalan na nagkaroon tayo. Itsr not about the years, months, hours that we had. It's about the love.

I closed my eyes as I sign the annulment papers.

I guess this is it.. I'm finally letting you go kathryn.