Dear Diary..

Chapter 14 - Stupid Girl

Dear diary,
Life feels like a dream at the moment.
Last night when I went to apologise Will and I admitted all our feelings and I felt and still feel as though I'm on cloud nine! He held me all the way home. It was perfect. I don't know how we're going to be at school today but.. We'll soon find out, won't we? Got to go,
See ya, Roselyn xox

I walk into school, feeling like I need to ask someone to pinch me. Everything feels right, my life has never felt so full and just.. Right.
As soon as I spot Jenna and Selena I'm word-vomiting all over them, spilling every detail of last night - leaving out only a few parts that felt too private to share. It felt good to have something just between me and Will but something here is making me feel uncomfortable and uneasy. I turn around to see Victoria and her air-head best friend chattering away in the corner staring right at me.
I first check what I'm wearing .. A tight, black miniskirt (not too short), tights, a white chiffon blouse and a black blazer that is becoming a bit small and more like a jacket but still looks acceptable. Then I check my hair - I've done a waterfall braid which goes well with my beach waves and I've done my makeup as normal: foundation, concealer, contour, filled in my eyebrows, mascara and some tinted lip balm.
I can't look too bad, right? I don't know what's up with them but I try to ignore their threatening giggles because you don't want to be in their firing line, trust me.
The bell goes and I immediately start looking forward to the end of the day.
"he wants to meet me at the lockers after school!" I let Selena and Jenna know before rushing to my seat
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*ding ding* when the bell for the end of the day finally goes I breathe a sigh of relief and get a rush of excitement to see Will.
I pack up my stuff in my new Michael Kors bag I saved for with my rubbish Saturday job and pretty much bounce out the door, heading for Will's locker.

When I walked round the corner, my world seemed to come crashing down. I dropped my bag and my mouth fell open in shock. My heart starting to beat, faster, faster, faster as tears being to cloud my vision.
There is Will. And he is with a tall, blonde girl - Victoria. She is all over him and he isn't doing anything about it just laughing. Laughing? I THOUGHT HE SAID HE'D NEVER HURT ME LIKE THAT? What the hell?! He said I was special...
My heart stops and I feel it smash into a million pieces. I can't hold back the heart ache and begin to sob, catching his attention. He looks me right in the eye, tears streaming down my face, I can hardly breathe.
"Roselyn!" I hear him call but I'm gone. Long gone. And I know exactly where I'm going.