Dear Diary..

Chapter 16 - Breaking her, broke me

Will's P.O.V

As soon as the bells goes for the end of the day I'm trying to contain my excitement for seeing Roselyn. I'm gonna take the next step - I'm going to ask her to be my girlfriend. Officially.
'She's so beautiful...' I think
"What mate?" Interrupts my best friend, Tom. Damn it! I must've said that out loud.
"It-Its nothing." I mumble, going bright red. I have no problem admitting my feelings for the kind girl to Tom but I don't know if she would want me to go shouting it too all my mates yet. Maybe it's something that's nice to have just between us for now? I can't imagine hurting her, for my heart would break with hers. 
My heart is beating what feels like a million times per minute as thoughts from the last month race through my mind.
"I never thought I'd fall for you"
"My heart races every time I see you"
Her words make me find myself smiling all the time.
"A guy like you"
What does that even mean? I may be seen as popular but I'm a human being too.. And she can see that. And, I.. I think she loves me for it maybe just as much as I love her.
As I reach my locker I mentally prepare myself and try to steady my breathing. I'm nervous but I know she'll make me feel ok, like she always does when she smiles her perfect smile...
"Oi!" I jump after feeling someone knock into me. Victoria... Lord help me.
"Oh sorry, Will!" She says in her fake-innocent voice, beaming at me with her whitened teeth.
"Don't worry about it" I mumble looking away, but she doesn't move. Instead she touches my arm and comes closer - I don't like this and frown at her but what she says next shocks me,
"How's things with that girl.. What's her name.." She pauses,"Roselyn!"
How does she know about Rosey?! I haven't told anyone... But just the mention of her name makes me begin to smile. I'm always up for talking about Rosey...
"It's great.. She's great" I admit, laughing slightly, forgetting to ask how she knew about it.
Victoria gets even closer to me, and I'm about to step away when I hear someone else from the end of the corridor. It sounds like crying.. What the hell?!
Oh. Crap.
I realise what this looks like. Tears are begining to fall down her cheeks and I feel a heavy ache in my heart. What have done..."Roselyn!" I call but it's too late she's gone.
I push Victoria off me, ignoring her protests and yelps and storm off down the corridor, knowing Roselyn would be long gone by now.