Your Brother and I

Chapter 34

I knocked on the big brown door waiting for it to be opened. I was currently in the boys dormitory. There were two guards on duty to keep the people, who weren't aloud in here, out for the first time like ever, and I would have gotten caught and be in deep trouble if I didn't beg my aunt to give me a pass. I honestly frigging love her so much.

"Hey... what are you doing here? There are like 50 guards on duty." Eric said over exaggerating. He grabbed a hold of my hand and pulled me into his room before closing the door behind him.

"I wanted to cheek on you. You kind of worried me earlier." I said.

"I'm alright." He said looking down at his feet and locking his jaw, which I have to admit, it was hot but I couldn't think about that right now. Somethings wrong and I really need to get to the bottom of it. I don't like being left in the dark.

"Eric you really need to talk to me. I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong baby."

"Nothing's wrong!" He yelled causing me to flinch. I've never actually witnessed him yell and it was kind of scary.

"Shït!" He said gripping his hair and pulling at it in frustration. "I didn't mean to yell at you. I don't want to yell at you. You're the last person I want to yell at."

"Eric it's fine." I said trying to calm him down.

"It's fücking not!" He said kicking his bed which caused me to flinch again. I couldn't comprehend why he was getting so angry and it was sort of scaring me.

"Eric, you..." I was cut of when I was roughly pushed against the wall and lips were smashed against mine. It hurt a bit but I didn't really care. I kissed him back even though I was painfully confused. What's his problem?

"I'm sorry." He whispered as he pulled away. He buried his head into my neck and left a small kiss before mumbling the same words over and over. I just wish I could understand what he was saying. I think he's speaking in French. "Je suis désolé. Je suis désolé. Je suis désolé. Je suis désolé."

"Eric?" I didn't know how to react to this situation. I've never been through something like this.

"I'm ok." He said. But he didn't let go of me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.

"Please don't leave me." He said while staring into my eyes. His blue eyes were sparkling with water and it was heartbreaking to look at.

"I won't leave you." I said completely meaning every word.

He gave me a weak smile before lying me down on the bed and getting on it next to me, he pulled me close and cupped my face before pecking my lips and finally relaxing his body. He fell asleep minutes after that. He looked peaceful and that put me at ease.

As he was sleeping I began to run my fingers through his hair and kiss his forehead. It was probably creepy that I was watching him sleep but I couldn't help it, and he's such a beautiful sleeper. He doesn't snore and breathes lightly. There are times when his brow would turn down in confusion but soon turn back to his peaceful relaxing face. It was cute.

I don't know how long I stared at him, but I do know that I did it until he woke up. It was a short nap though. Maybe like 30 minutes? I don't know. I'm such a creep.