To my ex best friend,
I had other friends before I had met you but you were the first person I felt I had known for years in only a short few months.
You were my shoulder to cry on. You made me laugh when I didn't want to smile. You were my partner in crime and together we could conquer anything.
Until that night. A cold night in December, just a few nights short of Christmas. That was the night everything fell apart and couldn't be mended together again.
Now, we definitely had our fair share of disagreements. Or.. Brutal arguments, as they should be called. We knew each other so well, we knew exactly what buttons to press to put each other over the edge. We were incredibly rotten to each other. And second chances could only be given so many times.
It was that night that everything ended, in a very brutal and horrid way. We threw names at each other. We yanked at each other's emotions. A wall between us had begun to form and it couldn't be broken down again.
And of course, we had some wonderful memories. From Saturday afternoon lounging to stargazing at crazy times throughout the night, our friendship was one of the things that kept me afloat when I was sure I was going to drown.
It just ended up being the last time that the good could out way the bad.
So with our very insane past behind us, I'd like you to know that deep down, I truly can't thank you enough. For the good times and the bad.
You continue to go your way and I'll continue to go mine but I'm letting go the harsh feelings I once had towards you. It's unnecessary to keep bringing up the past.
It is what it is.
So to my ex best friend... I wish you the best of luck wherever you may go. Be outgoing. Be courageous. Be you.
