Love Must Come to an End Right?// Josh Dun

December 20th 2023

Amelia's POV:

  Today was Dun family decoration day. It's the day where all the Dun's go to Momma's house and help decorate her house for Christmas.

"Come here little elf" I giggled trying to catch Isaac to put on his elf hat.

  Josh being the oldest got to wear the Santa hat while the rest of us wore deer antlers. All the kids had to wear elf hats and Isaac was not feeling it at all.

"Buddy please" I whined

"No mommy it's itchy" he said running away

"Isaac Ronald I'm going to count to 5. Mommy doesn't feel good so please just put this on" I said holding my stomach

Isaac had a worried expression in his face and came over to me. He put on the hat finally. What made me even more confused was that he started rubbing my stomach and laid his head on it.

"Momma Hayden's scared" he said looking up at me with scared eyes

"Josh!" I yelled

"What's wrong" Josh asked really concerned

"Something isn't right with Hayden" I said scared out of my mind

"Ok get in the car I'll drive you to the hospital. Isaac buddy come on let's get into the car" Josh said holding my back

Josh drove over the speed limit to the hospital.

I was really hoping it was just a false alarm and that everything would be fine. Hayden was perfectly fine. This could all be caused from stress right?

"Babe stop worrying, Hayden will be fine" Josh said rubbing my thigh.

"You heard me didn't you" I asked

"Ya, just calm down stress isn't good" he said with a smile

"Daddy is this my fault" Isaac said quietly from the backseat

"Oh no buddy, why would it be your fault" Josh asked confused

"Because I made mommy run around the house because I wouldn't put the hat on" he said tears in his eyes

"Buddy no it's not your fault, everything is ok" I smiled

We finally got to the hospital and I was panicking. I hate hospitals, I've been here way too many times in my life.

Josh explained to the nurse and I was immediately put in a wheel chair, wheeled to a room. Josh had Isaac so he couldn't follow along. Tears were streaming down my face from the pain, anxiety and being alone.

"Ma'am how far along are you" A nurse asked

"Uh 22 weeks" I managed to say

"I'm going to attach this to your stomach to monitor the babies heart beat okay" she said attaching sticky things to my stomach

"Fuck fuck" I mumbled

"Everything will be okay if you just calm down Mrs. Jones please" the nurse said grabbing my arm.

Looking down I saw that I was scratching my arm, in certain parts to the point of bleeding. I use to do that a lot when I was having a panic attack.