Love Must Come to an End Right?// Josh Dun

November 1st 2023

Josh's POV:

I don't know what it is but I've felt so weird the past few days. I just haven't felt like me. I miss my dad and everyone back home. I just feel like I should be closer to them hence the move back. I haven't told anyone yet because I'm not sure if we actually will, it's up to Ahme.

I hate to admit this but the reason I want to go to Ohio is because of my mental state. I want Amelia and Isaac to be closer to my family just in case something were to happen. I'm going to try my best and get help once we complete the move.

After everything that's gone on I can't tell Amelia any of this. She'll blame it on herself when it's not her fault. It's my own fault. I'm not strong enough to take care of myself let alone her and my kids. I'm a failure. I'm weak.

"Good Morning" Amelia said kissing my cheek

I hadn't been able to sleep at all last night. At around 3am I went down to my drums. All night I was hitting them and playing anything to clear my head. I ended up falling asleep against the wall and waking up to Steve hitting the cymbals.

"Hey" I said trying to sound as normal as possible.

"What's wrong?" Amelia asked

"Nothing just tired" I yawned

"Why don't you go back into bed I'll make you some breakfast and bring it in to you" She said basically shooing me out of the kitchen

I obviously didn't have a choice, so I went into the room. I laid down on the bed and waited. The smoke alarm went off and I heard curses from Amelia. Deciding to not let it go on any longer I went back out there.

"Go lay down" Amelia said pushing me

"Babe calm down. I came out to help you out because we have a baby in the house who is starting to repeat" I smiled wrapping my arms around her.

"Where did Luke and Steve go?" She asked

"They went to some museum or something like that" I laughed

"Mommy mommy" Isaac cheered running out of his room tripping on his own feet in the process

"Woah there buddy" I laughed picking him up

"Can I have some of my candy" he asked

"Breakfast first Ice" Amelia smiled

"Just one. Please" he said with big eyes

"Did daddy teach you that while I was gone" She laughed taking him from me

"No" he smiled hiding his face

"He did didn't he" She laughed

"I said noting I pwomise daddy" Isaac smiled putting his arms up

I wrapped my arms around Amelia again and started ticking Isaac. All of a sudden I saw a flash of light and a click.

"Family moments" Steve shrugged

"Let me see" Ahme said putting Isaac down

While she looked at the picture I finished up breakfast and slid Ice a few skittles. Dad stuff.

I set out the bacon and pancakes for everyone to attack. Good thing I set my own plate aside or I wouldn't be eating breakfast.

We talked about our daily plan and about the next few days.

"Has anyone heard from Ronnie" Luke asked

"I talked to him on my birthday but besides that no" Amelia said shaking her head

"Did you hear about him and Tate" Steve asked being the king of gossip