Love Must Come to an End Right?// Josh Dun

October 25th, 2023

Amelia's POV:

Today I was leaving for New York, for work. It's kind of a pain that I have to go once a month but I love photography.

"Babe I'm leaving" I said kissing Josh's forehead

"Why?" He asked

"I have to go to New York remember"

"No you go next week" he said rubbing his sleepy eyes

"Josh I told you this five times I'm going this weekend. Do you even listen to me"

"Yes I listen to you what is that supposed to mean"

"It's been the same thing over and over I tell you something what seems like a billion times and you still don't seem to listen to it"

"Amelia calm down"

"I'm stressed ok I'm sorry"

"What's going on" he asked pulling me onto the bed with him

"I am constantly trying to get Ice to realize that you love him. Everyday he wants you to read to him but then you just fall asleep and he's heartbroken. Then the other day he went out to show you his costume and you were asleep too. He keeps repeating "daddy doesn't love me anymore" and I hate seeing him like that" I said tearing up

"Oh shit. I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I'm a terrible dad" he said hugging me

"You aren't a terrible dad Josh. You just keep falling asleep" I tried to laugh

"This weekend I'm going to make it the best weekend of his life"

"I come back on the 28th. Shit!" I yelled

"What's wrong"

"Nothing. Sorry I just need to get going" I said getting up

"Isaac come say bye bye to mommy" Josh called

"No no" Isaac toddled out

"Bye baby" I said getting down and hugging him

"No don't weave me" Isaac said sadly

"Mommy has to go to work but I'll be home in three days. I love you" I smiled

"I love you" Isaac said hugging me

"Be good for daddy ok" I smiled

"Ok"

I hugged Josh before I ran out the door with my suitcase. I was already 20 minutes behind schedule since I didn't want to wake up Josh, he just looked so cute.

The four hour trek was highly aggravating. Do people not know how to drive? I tried to stay calm by blasting Cute Is What We Aim For.

"HER BONE STRUCTURE SCREAMS TOUCH HER TOUCH HER" I loudly sang

The music cut out and my phone began to ring. It was Steve.

"Stevie what's up" I asked

"Where the hell are you princess" Steve yelled

"Well dad, people don't know how to drive in fucking New York" I exaggerated

"Yes they are called Cab Drivers" Steve laughed

"I hate New York" I mumbled

"What else is new. Get your ass here already" he whined

"I do what I want Steven"

"Bye princess"

"Bye Stevo"

I hung up the phone as the music began to play again.

I knew that today was my birthday but in all honesty it didn't feel like it. Over the past years my birthday hasn't felt that special because I know it's coming. It makes me feel like I'm getting old instead of older. Yes I know it doesn't seem like there is a difference but there is. I don't want to become an old lady, when I was younger your birthday meant more freedom and being close to drive or to drink legally. Now that I can do all of those things it's all downhill. Now I have Isaac to share the magic of birthdays with.

Finally I pulled up to The Capason's apartment. I'm just waiting for them to get married so they change their last names to that.

"Hey asshole buzz me in" I said into the monitor

"K bitch" Steve said sassily

The door opened and I went up the many stairs.

"You guys need to move cause Jesus Christ I'm out of breathe" I complained when I got inside

"Damn girl calm the hell down" Luke laughed walking over

"No one knows how to drive in New York" I proclaimed again

"Happy Birthday" Luke smiled kissing my cheek

"Thanks" I laughed

"So princess how was your morning" Steve asked

"Got in a little argument with Josh, Ice started crying when I left and I hate New York traffic" I said sitting down on their couch.

"We'll have a good time tonight to make you forget" Steve smiled sitting down with me

Steve started playing with my hair and laid his head on my shoulder. I started patting his head.

"I wonder how many people thought we were dating in high school and middle school" I laughed

"A lot, the other day I was out and Sammy Lane asked me if me and you were still dating and I lost my shit" Steve smiled

"I'm starting to think you two should be dating" Luke smiled

"Oh my sweet Lucius I would never go near that vagina" Steve smiled

"Come sit with me because your boyfriend is disgusting" I said patting my lap

He sat down on my lap and we just talked. We talked about random things. School stories, their relationships, my relationship and everything in between. I love these two idiots so much. I say that a lot but it's true. If it wasn't for them I have no idea where I would be. They encourage me to do stupid things and they give me confidence to follow my dreams. I don't know how I got so lucky.

"Didn't you suck Marko Enzo's dick Freshman year?" Steve asked Luke

"Worst dick I've ever sucked" he laughed

"Innocent child here" I giggled as Luke rolled over me.

Somehow over the past three hours we became a tangled mess of legs and arms.

"Steve that's my leg" I laughed

"I need to grab my phone" Steve said stretching

"Here" I said handing him the phone

"Cass, Dean, Rob and Bella are on their way up" Steve smiled

"Cool but we can't do anything crazy since I have to do a shoot tomorrow"

"Stop being a loser and drink up mama" Rob said putting a beer bottle in my lap.

The four of them came in and we drank and laughed the night away.

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A/N

Thank you so much for reading. I hope you enjoyed. These are just some filler chapters. I hope you don't mind.

Q: Where do you want to live as an adult?

-Izzy