Love Must Come to an End Right?// Josh Dun

February 17th 2024

Amelia's POV:

*If you think you cried during Papa Dun's funeral chapter boy you better have the tissues ready for this one*

*its also hella long*

What the hell just happened? I got in the car once I grasped onto what was going on. Keeping my eyes on the road, well as much as possible I couldn't find Josh. It had only been 5 minutes how far could he have gone.

It was already starting to get dark and the worrying was getting out of hand. In a panic I called Steve.

"Ahme calm down" Steve said

"Steven I can't calm down my husband ran away from me after having a mental breakdown and now I can't find him" I yelled in the phone

"Luke and I are in Cinci for an acting thing we'll be there soon just go home and try calling him again" Steve said calmly

After being convinced I drove home. This definitely can't be healthy for the baby. Why is my life like this? Can anything go right for me for once?

As I pulled into the drive way I could see that the kitchen light was on. A spark of hope erupted in my chest. We didn't leave the light on when we left so this means that Josh is home. I rushed inside the house, well as fast as a pregnant lady can. I called through out the house but there was no answer. Just an open laptop on the kitchen table, with a note beside it.

It read:

My sweet Amelia,

I'm so sorry. I know you are scared but I promise you it will all be okay. Please watch this video, promise to stay calm and not try to find me.

I La La La Love You,
Josh

The amount of tears in my eyes were unhealthy. Reluctantly I hit play on the video. It was Josh, a few weeks before he went to the hospital.

"Hey Ahme, If you are watching this right now it's because I've failed. Im not strong enough for you, Isaac or Hayden, and any other future child since I don't know when you'll be seeing this. Fuck, I'm so sorry. I love you damn it I love you. In this same file there is a video for Isaac and Hayden show them this when you feel they are ready. It's not your fault I'm doing this Amelia. Don't try and find me because I'm no longer here. I love you Amelia and that's why I'm doing this. Thank you for the past 9 or how many years. Jenna has more videos, don't get mad at her though I never told her why, besides just in case. Never forget I love you" he said before blowing a kiss

I was straight bawling and there was a knock at the door. Not even bothering to wipe my eyes I opened the door.

"Jesus princess are you okay" Steve's voice said consuming me in a hug

"He's gone" I cried

"Where did he go?" Steve asked frantically

"I don't know I think he's going to or did, you know" I said crying into his chest

"Where would he go" Luke asked frantically

"Fuck what's near here" Steve said frustrated

"Bridge maybe " is all I managed to choke out

"Get in the car now" Steve yelled before running out the house

We drove for a good few minutes before ending up at the bridge. I saw a faint figure on the side.

"JOSH" I yelled fast walking towards him

"DAMN IT JOSH" Steve yelled running with Luke behind him