Merlin's Love Triangle (BoyXBoy)

Chapter eleven: How wrong I was because it was just the beginning.

I was feeling a lot better the next day and I had to go see Gwaine and let him know the horrible news I was to tell him. I had no idea if Arthur had told Gwen yet but if he had, I would wonder how he did it.

I got out of bed and got dressed slowly as I knew I was still not a hundred percent, not yet anyway.

Once I finished getting dressed, I went into the main part of the chamber and had some break with Gaius.

"I am glad you have made a full recovery but who knew you be dating the prince," smiled Gaius.

"I would have never believed it either but here we are," I smiled as I ate some of my bread before I had some water.

After we finished and Gaius went off to do is morning supplies I went to search for Gwaine as I needed to tell him sooner than later and I wanted him to find out from me, not Arthur.

I found Gwaine the armoury alone which I was happy about. "Gwaine," I said to him as he turned around to spot me.

"Oh Merlin it's great to see you are better," said Gwaine.

"Gwaine is everything alright?" I asked him.

"I knew deep down inside as soon as I found out about you liking Arthur too, I had no chance and not because he is the prince or whatever. You two may act stupid and seem to hate each other but you two are too close and I knew my love would never compared to his. I understand Merlin, I do not blame you and I forgive you. I know you two are meant to be together now. I found someone else who seems to like me, I am going to go out with them and see how it goes. I am not really gay Merlin....its only you who makes me feel that way," said Gwaine.

"It is the same with Arthur, I am sorry Gwaine but I can't be away from Arthur any longer because I love him too much. Thank you Gwaine for understanding you're a true friend," I said to him.

"And do not forget it," said Gwaine as he gave me a quick hug before he left the armoury.

I took a sigh of relief glad that hadn't gone as bad as it could have gone. I left the armoury hoping Arthur didn't mind if I went back to work with him today.

I saw Gwen coming towards me as I reached Arthur's chamber and she looked at me with tears in her eyes. I didn't know what to say because I feared she was crying because of me and Arthur being together.

"Merlin...I was struggling to find the feelings for Arthur after I kissed Lancelot a week ago. I felt terrible until Arthur told me he has been cheating on me too, with you," said Gwen.

Arthur had told her then but I had never expected Gwen to cheat on Arthur for Lancelot but then again, I had never expected myself to do such a thing but I had.

"I am sorry Gwen. I didn't tell you I was afraid that you would hate me because I was in the love with the man you were in love with," I said to her.

"I have to admit at first I was angry with you and him but I thought about it and I should have seen the relationship you had. The way you are to each other and I thought you belong together Merlin as much as it hurts my heart. I love Lancelot and if he still wants to give me ago I am just going for it. I am not waiting around for another man again. I hope you and Arthur work out though Merlin because dating Arthur is never easy," said Gwen.

"I know but I cannot stand not being with him either," I said to her.

Gwen gave me a cuddle before she went off to find Lancelot at once why I headed into Arthur's chamber.

"Morning Arthur, I wanted to ask if I can start work back today....Arthur," I asked as I entered to find Arthur at his desk but as he looked up he grabbed something of it and hide it behind his back.