Weak

chapter 9

I woke in a cold sweat, gasping for air.

"Ann?" i heard a voice from next to me and immediately felt arms wrapped around me. "Ann it's okay i'm here, it's okay" he said

"it's all my fault" was all i could say before i cried into Newt's chest. he just held me close to him.

*1 year later*

I still think about that dream. it felt so real, i still believe it is; that all of this is my fault. Thomas, Teresa, we helped WCKD put all of them here. I can't believe it, and they didn't stop when Alby tried to kill himself, or when Newt.... I can't even think about it, it hurts too much. I never told anyone about my dream, well except for Newt. I trusted other the other, but Newt was the only i felt comfortable enough to tell.

I was working in the Med-jacks, with Jeff, today was painfully slow. Except for one boy who came in almost cut his entire arm off. Damn Slicers. I was fixing a bed that the Slicer, Billy, was previously in, when Newt walked in.

"Jeff" i heard him say

"Newt" he replied

"might i borrow Ann?" he asked looking over at me smiling, i started to blush.

"sure" he said. Newt grabbed my arm and pulled me out, i look over at Jeff who was just smiling non stop

"where are we going?" i asked

"You'll see" he replied pulling me along, before stopping and covering my eyes with a cloth

"Newt!" i shouted

"shh, they'll hear you" he whispered in my ears from behind

"are you going to kill me? or are trying to seduce me?" i asked as he pulled me with him again

"Why are you seducible?" i heard him say with a slight hint of a smirk

"i don't know... maybe" i smirked

"well we'll just have to find out now won't we? he said and stopped without any warning, causing me to bump into him. I heard a chuckle escape his lips. i reached up to take the blindfold off, he grabbed my hands and pulled them away

"Not yet" he said

"Why not?"

"just wait" he said and his hands let go of mine and i didn't feel his presence anymore. i started to feel around me, but didn't feel him anywhere

"Newt!" i shouted "where are you?" i then felt hands touch my arms gently, and a body press against my back

"take it off" he whispered into my ear again. I reached up and took my blindfold. once i did i opened my eyes, and looked around the room. it was my room, but there were flowers everywhere. and i mean all over the room, it was like a garden.

"Newt" i gasped

"today was the very first day we kissed." i turned around and stared at him

"You remember?" i smiled

"of course, it's all i can think about" he said

"Newt" i blushed

"that and you changing" he said causing me to blush even more. He took my hands in his pulling me closer, "I love you Ann, i don't know how i can make it without you" he said moving a strand of my hair from my face "I hated this place until you came along, I almost-- but know that you're here, i have a reason to be alive, a reason to have hope" he said, we stared at each other for a good minute.

All i could think about was how it was all my fault, i guess he saw it in my eyes.

"it's not your fault" he said before kissing me. It was filled with so much passion, his hands found their way to my hips and pulled me even closer; our bodies pressed against each other. My heart was pounding, my stomach was tingling. The next thing i know is i'm on the bed and he's on top of me, our lips never parted. 

"Now i'm seducing you" he said, causing me to laugh. He had one hand holding my hands above my head, his other roaming down my body and over my thigh. I bent my leg closer to him. I felt him smile as we kissed. His lips slowly left mine and went toward my neck.

"Newt" i moaned softly, i didn't want of the boys to hear, i don't want this to be interrupted. Especially by Gally.  I just hope i'm not loud,i don't want to hear about this tomorrow, from other.