Get Through it Together

It's not the Easiest Thing

  As Evie continued to cry. Jay continued to hold her. Soon her cries softened and she just layed silently on his chest. Jay looked at the silent girl, "Eves, are you okay?" Jay asked softly.

  Evie nodded her head against Jay's chest. Jay kissed her forehead softly. He was know wondering should he ask her what happened....or not. 

  Jay slowly got up at sat his princess on the bed. "I'll be right back, I'm going to get some food for us and..."

  Evie all of a sudden shot up "no!" She yelped. Jay rose an eyebrow. "Don't leave me" Evie whimpered. 

  Jay slowly walked toward Evie and wondered what on earth happened? He grabbed her small hands in his larger ones. "Let's go then" Jay said offering his best smile. 

  As they got to the cafeteria Evie saw Chad, and almost imediently went closer to Jay. Why is she being so clingy? Jay wondered. I mean he wasn't necessarily complaining, but he was worried. 

  When Evie and Jay were done getting there food, they say in a far away corner by themselves. Jay noticed Evie was just picking at her food quietly. "Evie why aren't you eating?" 

  Evie shrugged "I'm just not that hungry" Jay sighed he new she needed to eat, but he didn't know how to get her to eat. 

  A few  more minutes after silence Jay decided to bring Evie back to his dorm. He was so disappointed that she barely ate anything. He wanted to ask her what had happened, but he knew she more than likely would not tell him.

   The next day Jay found Evie sitting up, wide awake in her bed with her knees pulled into her chest. Jay walked towards Evie slowly and sat next to her. Evie lay her head on Jay's chest as Jay put an arm around her shoulders, and kissed her forehead. "Are you ok princess?" Evie shrugged her shoulders carefully. Though she really did know she wasn't, and she was sure Jay knew she wasn't. But she really currently didn't care. At least today was Friday. The school made her come on a Thursday, why she didn't know, but she was fine with that. Eventually they both knew they had to get up, but they were currently happy where they were.

  In a couple minutes Evie had eventually gotten up to get ready. It only took her a half hour or so. Then Jay and Evie decided to go to breakfast together.

  Jay noticed Evie was eating more that made him releved, but she wasn't talking. 

  The rest of the day has gone by as a drag for Evie. Study hall wasn't even quiet. Adli was talking non stop. Everybody was talking no stop. Besides  Gracelyn. Evie was tired in more ways than one. All she wanted to do was to sleep and never wake up. (It's not like she wanted to kill herself or anything... I mean at one time she did, but know Jay is more than likely the only reason why she is still alive.)  

  When the bell rang Evie got up and went to her locker. When Evie felt a hand go on her shoulder she naturally assumed it would be Jay, but she was dead wrong. It was no other than Chad. The one she was terrified of right now. She felt her back get slammed into a locker, and she winced quietly to herself. 

  "You know Evie, Jay doesn't really love you or even like you he's just trying to be nice to the poor hurt idiotic princess" Chad to the terrified girl.

  Evie whimpered again what if that's true? What if Jay really didn't like like her? 

  "Is the princess to afraid to speak?" Chad taunted once again.

  Evie sighed as she felt a lone tear trickle down her cheek. 

  Chad laughed at the broken girl "or maybe is she too idiotic to speak?" And with that being said Chad walked away. 

  Evie slid down the locker with her hands in her face and now streams of tears is going down her face. 

  About five minutes later Jay came along and saw the blue princess with her hands in her face and her shoulders shaking. 

  "Evie. What wrong? What happened?" Jay asked imediently concerned as he sat next to her. He had no response not even a shrug of a shoulder.

  Jay was about to wrap his arm around her shoulder, but Evie scooted away from Jay slowly. 

  Then Jay remembered Chad left practice early. he probably made up some stupid excuse to go to hurt Evie. What he didn't get is what  on earth did he say to her that she would all of a sudden just ignore him and not want to be with him. 

   Jay sighed what was he going to do. He can't just leave her there. Jay took a deep breath "Evie, you...ummm you can't just stay there why don't you go to your dorm? Jay stuttered.

  Jay slowly got up and offered Evie his hand, but she just got up herself and went ahead of Jay to her dorm. 

  Jay sighed back to square one. 

  It was now dinner time and Evie was nowhere in sight. All her friends were worried, but she was tricked to believe no one cared about her and that was far wrong. 

  Evie was on her bathroom floor with a blade in her hand. Has it really come to this again? Evie leaned against a wall. She wondered why no body liked her. What was wrong with her. Oh, right she forgot EVERYTHING. 

  Evie shook her head and sighed as she connected the blade to her skin. And began to wonder how to fix everything.