Shawn Mendes Imagines

Robbed

gIYS LITERALLY I WROTE THIS 2 times AND THEY BOTH DELETED I feel ROBBED ;((

  Now on with the story :)

(Y/N POV)

  I sigh feeling lonely with no one to talk to in this apartment, that my boyfriend Shawn and I share. He hasn't been home for a very long time. Four months without him. It may not seem that long, but it's long to me.

  There's no one to talk too since my friends are in college while I do online schooling.

We have no pets because Shawn's allergic to them.

  I can't text him because supposedly 'he can't use his phone touring because it's a  distraction.'

  I know for a fact Shawn can't go a day without at least checking his phone once.

There's been no contact whatsoever between us. Thinking about it gets me kind of emotional because I didn't move in with Shawn so he can ignore me.

    Our relationship these past months have been really rocky. We would fight constantly. Over the dumbest thing too. Some nights when it's really bad, me or him leaves for a couple days to cool off before going back.

   We are still in that phase, always bickering. Shawn accusing me of cheating, making up the dumbest things.

  Him going on a world tour doesn't really help out situation right now. He left without even saying a goodbye. I don't know when he's coming back, but I sure do know he has breaks every two weeks when touring.

  He obviously doesn't seem care about what we have considering he hasn't been home in 120 something days.

  It was nice in the beginning with Shawn gone. We didn't really have a nice way of saying bye on his last day here.

That's the thing that bothers me. We didn't have closure. He told me that he wanted a break, and I agreed. Now thinking back on it, it was just in the heat of the moment. I don't want a break.

  Even if we are fighting, his presence makes me feel better. I'm sure Shawn thinks we are on a break. On sleepless nights, this is all I've been thinking of. Was Shawn serious when he said he actually wanted a break? I've cried many nights, scared that he's with another girl. He probably has been which rips my heart a bit.

  I exhale the breath I didn't know I was holding in, leaning my back on the couch and rubbing my temples.

  "Why can't he just call me." I mumble to myself.

  I know that the tour was suppose to end this month. But he hasn't come home.

Getting up, I put the junk food I ate while watching the movie in the kitchen going to brush my teeth and knockout.

After brushing my teeth, I crawl into Shawn's side of the bed not sleeping on mine because his side smells like him. I lay down, drifting to sleep with Shawn in my thoughts.

  Shooting up from my bed, I look over at the time to see that it's four a.m. I got woken up from a noise outside the bedroom.

  We don't have pets, I don't believe in ghost so I'm getting robbed!

I start freaking out trying not to scream. I wouldn't be scared if Shawn was here because he could protect like he always tells me. Where are you when I need you. Silently groaning, I tiptoe into the closet grabbing a baseball bat that I put just in case something like this would happen.

I would never think to use this. I open the door and creep done the hallway taking the lightest steps I could.

Getting to the main room, I hear a girls giggle. I lower my back, confused on why a robber would bring a girl with him.

I peek over the corner and see the guy I haven't talked to in months with a girl. Kissing.

My eyes instantly water, as I drop the bat. Going into view of the hallway, I clear my throat.

They break the kiss, as Shawn looks at me with shock. The girl looks at me too.

"Babe, is this the girl you've been about talking a lot." She whispers a little to loudly.

He looks at me then her and me again. Not breaking eye contact with me he says "Lauren, go wait in the car."

He digs through his pockets, giving her his keys. She looks confused but doesn't say anything opening the door and going outside.

"So I see you've been cheating on me." I grit crossing my arms not moving from my position.

"It's not what it looks like." Shawn says walking up to me reaching his arms out.

I back away wiping my eyes not wanting him to see me cry.

"No, don't touch me." I growl. "If you didn't want this relationship, then you should have just told me instead of going behind my back with another girl."

I turn around going into the kitchen to get my keys.

"Where are you going. It's four in the morning." Shawn questions following me.

  I ignore him and continue walking.
"I'll have my stuff picked up sometime next week."

"(Y/N) I thought we were on a break." (Friends reference ftw)

"A break doesn't mean you can hookup with other girls and not texting me how the tours been going." I flare.

  "If it was like that, I would have been on date every week Shawn. But no, instead I was a loyal ass girlfriend sitting here all alone waiting for you to come home." I add on.

  "(Y/N), that's your fault you were so committed to me." He fires back.

"Why did you ask me to move in with you? Why did you ever say "I love you" to me?" I mock wiping away fallen tears.

  Shawn looks as if he was going to say something but keeps his mouth.

"I've been robbed." I laugh opening the door.

"What? What did they take?" Shawn panics looking around the room for any missing items.

"My heart."

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  I'm really mad that I'm half crippled with whiplash from gymnastics practice and the stories deleting but thanks so much for 433 reads!!
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