Shawn Mendes Imagines

Yes

       
(Y/N POV)

  You know the feeling when the bile is rising through the pipes of your throat?

  That's what is what I'm feeling when looking at the scene before my eyes.

The feeling of the world shattering just in front of my very eyes.

Shawn in bed with another woman.

I let out a soft whimper as I drop my purse on the ground; my fingers and toes spreading with numbness. Shawn whips up his head from under the covers and the guilt in his eyes are undeniable.

The lady's head pops up from under him, her eyes mischievous accompanied with a faint smirk plastered on her lips.

Of course she's gorgeous. Shattered freckles across her nose and under her eyes. Long black hair that spreads on the pillows that me and Shawn shared. Striking green eyes with full eyelashes and plump lips. She has it all. (A/N: this ain't Madison Beer but it can be if ya want idc.)

"Baby, you weren't suppose to be home for another hour." Shawn frantically says as he gets off of her and pulls on his boxers.

"Well, I'm here." I whisper, the tears dropping onto the carpet, unable to move.

"Let me explain, please." Shawn rushes, advancing towards me.

I shake my head vigorously, my feet unrooting to the ground as I start backing away from the door.

  I pick up my purse in a swift motion and beginning running for the door. There is no way in hell am I gonna stay here and let him explain to me why he had sex with another woman on our bed in our house.

    I rush out the door and to my car, hearing Shawn's fast footsteps close behind. I open my car door and slam it close but right when I lock it, only wearing boxers, Shawn rips open the door getting and closing it.

  "Get out my car, please. I need to be alone." I sigh unable to look at him without thinking about that woman.

  "No, you're gonna sit here and I'm gonna explain-" Shawn rambles.

  "Do you think I'm dumb Shawn? Do you really take me as a fool?" I yell, not keeping my anger inside anymore.

He doesn't answer, staring at his hands like it's the most interesting thing.

  We sit there in silence for an agonizing amount of time until I can't take it anymore and get out of the car.

  I begin walking the opposite way of the house. There's a motel close by I can stay at until I figure out what to do.

  "Where are you going!?" Shawn yells coming to me again.

"Away from you, you disgusting pig." I growl picking up my pace.

  Shawn comes behind me and scoops me by the thigh and carries me back towards the house.

"Let go of me! Let me leave so you can finish off with her!" I cry, thrashing in his hold. But it's no use he gets in the living and drops me on the couch with a thud.

  The girl must have left when Shawn and I were outside.

  "Why won't you just let me leave?" I sob clutching my hands to my face, resting my elbows on my thighs.

"You can't just leave without an explanation or letting me explain!" Shawn explodes locking the front door.

"What's there to explain Shawn! You cheated and now we're over!" I rasp out.

  Anger takes over his face. "What do you mean we're over? You're not even gonna try and fight for this, I don't get a say in any of this?"

  "I'm not even going to try anymore cause I'll just be wasting my energy and time when you clearly don't give a crap about my heart and feelings." I spit.

  "What is this then huh? I am fighting! It's you that's not caring about me. You always get what you want. I never get a say in anything. It doesn't even seem like you care about me. You just be with me because of my fame. That's why I cheated!" Shawn explodes, his face becoming red with fury.

"If I didn't care about you, why the hell would I be b-balling my eyes out!?" I scream on the top of my lungs, breaking into sobs again.

"Fucking be with her then, go with that girl you were cheating on me with. Cause I clearly know how you feel about me now." I laugh with no ounce of humor.

  I get up not sparing him a glance and go to my room, pull out a decent sized suitcase and begin packing.

  "Where the hell are you going?" Shawn asks getting in front of me.

"Anywhere but here." 

"You don't think I get angry when you go out and don't come back until past midnight. Did you even think of what I was feeling?!" He screams yet again.

  "I went out with my girl friends. You cheated Shawn! Did you care about my feelings when you slept with her?"

He remains quiet.

"I didn't think so."

  "I wanna fix this god dammit!" Shawn shouts turning around and grabbing a snow globe I got when we went to Disneyland, chucking it at the mirror causing that to break into pieces too.

  I flinch back as he punches the walls multiple times.

  He stops, taking ragged breaths clenching and I clenching his fist.

  I see them bloody with a dark purple lining of his knuckles.

My heart clenches at the site of this and I almost feel worried.

  "If I give you time away, are you gonna come back?" He questions lowly not bothering to look me in the eyes.

  I hesitate before answering. "Yes."

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Guys I'm a dumb bitch and this image was stupid.

UNEDITED

My iPad is the slowest shit on earth and it took 5ever to write this one. A use it was so slow.

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