Shawn Mendes Imagines

Toxic

  (Y/N POV)

  
   His lips against my skin leave marks that burn. Not the ones you admire.

   The ones you're ashamed of. The ones you try to cover up with makeup, but it's no use. They arise again.

  Like Shawn, he's always going to be there. Even if I try to push him away, he always comes back.

  It's a never ending cycle that I can't get out of. He hurts me. Mentally and physically, but I guess I have to deal with the pain. Because if I don't, I'll be weak.

   And Shawn can never see you weak. Ever. Because if he does, he'll pry all your cracks open until you explode. Then he'll threaten to spill every little dirty thing that comes out of you mouth.

  And that's when you lose. Because he has the upper hand, and you never want Shawn to be higher than you. He'll make you do things you never thought of ever doing.

   Shawn is an evil person and I should have known behind his good boy act. No one is ever all good. Not even angels. The ones that are suppose to help you. That's bullshit because where are they when I need them.

  Shawn doesn't love you. He says he does, maybe he does. But it's not the love you want, because he's in love with the idea of you.

  The true person you are is not relevant to him. And that's what's sad.

  Shawn is toxic, and he's never going to change.

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  Just practicing :)

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    -b