Mae's POV:
I awake to my alarm going off. I slowly stand and make my way to the shower. I begin showing, last night's events start playing in my head. I soon finish, getting out and drying off before braiding my hair and getting on my cloak before walking to the room I will start training Kylo in. I practice drawing and spinning my lightsaber. I turn it off and place it back on my belt just as the door opens. Kylo steps in, helmet on and what I guess is a training uniform. He slowly slides his helmet off and stalks towards me. He smirks slightly as he reached me. "Show me what you know great one." I gently roll my eyes and smile softly. "Let's begin."
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We train until the early hours of the morning. "You're letting your emotions get to you Kylo." He growls softly and I pin him up against the wall. "You didn't even move your hand!" I laugh at his observation. "I don't have to anymore." I let him down and before I know it he's pinned me against the wall. "Well lovely, I guess we're not going to be bothered." My cheeks blush a thousand shades of red as his hand finds my waist. "Kylo-" he pushes his finger against my lips and smirks. "Please. just one more taste?" I feel a heated feeling deep in my stomach that I've never felt before. "Kylo, not here." I whispered and he presses more into me.I feel his belt poke at my stomach because of the way he towers over me. He gently grabs my chin and kisses me softly. I feel heat run across my face as I involuntarily kiss back. He pulls my body against his and grips my hips, earring a soft gasp. He takes this opportunity and gently pushes his tongue into my mouth. His tongue feels weird and awkward against mine. I gently push against his chest and his lips detach from mine. "Mae." He pants slightly and rubs my jaw. "Kylo, we can't." I repeat and he presses his forehead to mine. He closes his eyes before pulling back. He pulls on his helmet before walking out of the training room. I'm left with my thoughts and a slight tingling sensation on my lips as I walk to my quarters. Oh he confuses me so much. Sometimes I really don't know what to think.
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I wake up screaming that night after a nightmare. My entire body shakes with fear as I curl into a ball. Soon my door opens to reveal Kylo. "Are you okay Mae?" His voice has some concern. "No I'm not. Will you stay with me tonight?" I whisper and he moves towards the bed, soon climbing in with me. His arms wrap around my body, earning a soft smile from me. I curl into his large frame and hum with content as his fingers rub up and down my back. His chin rests on top of my head and I begin to smile softly. He's so much more like able when he's getting ready to fall asleep. He kisses my forehead ever so softly, I smile softly and drift off, now hoping to sleep better than before.
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I awake, still wrapped in Kylo's arms, though throughout the night we shifted so now his head rests upon my chest and his hands holding my ass. A blush finds itself creeping across my face and butterflies begin forming in my stomach. I didn't want to get close to Kylo, but in reality, he seems like a sweet guy who just needs the right person to dig him out of his dark side hole of emotions and killing of people. As the man slept on my chest I play with his soft and black hair, it glides easily through my fingers and I smile as he begins to stir. His eyes meet mind and I smile ever so softly. "Good morning love." He mumbles before laying his head back down. "How did you sleep Kylo?" He smiled when his eyes met mine."Amazing." He gave my ass a light squeeze, earning a gasp out of my, causing me to look down at him. "And what was that for?" I snap down at him and he just kinda smiles. "Free. I didn't charge you a thing." He laughed softly, earning a soft chuckle from me. "You should probably go get ready for lunch mister." He smiled and pecks a light kiss to chest before standing up, then I realize he's shirtless. His muscles in his back ripple slightly as he looks for his shirt. "Kylo?" His name being said causes him to turn to me. "Yes?" He comes and sits next to me. "When I woke up screaming, what made you come running in here the way you did?" He sighs gently and lays his head on my shoulder. "Because I've take a sudden interest in you." My lips curve into a small smile. "I thank you for coming to my aid." He smiles and presses a soft, gentle kiss to my shoulder.
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Later on that day I'm in my quarters when I hear some guy scream. I pull on my cloak and run out, hearing its come from the torture room. "Guards. What's going on in there?" The head one turns to look at me. "Kylo Ren found a resistance pilot that might have information on the map leading to Luke Skywalker." He simply answers as I hear more screaming. I dismiss it and walk back to my quarters, humming softly as I begin building a blaster from the spare parts from building my lightsaber.My door opens suddenly and my head shoots up. "Yes?" Kylo slowly walks to me. "I'm going to retrieve the droid. Would you like to come with me?" His question makes me stand up, and I nod. "Yeah I will." He takes my hand and leads me to the ship hangar where we board a ginormous ship. "The journey might take a day or so. I'll show you to your room." He stated and motioned for me to follow him. I complied and followed the menacing man. "My room is just down the hall in case you need anything." And with that simple statement he was gone.
I look around the room and take in its features. It's completely gray and black, the bed looks soft, the wall has some dents. I take my seat on the bed, looking down at my blaster when my door opens. Kylo is standing above me. Once the door shuts he lifts off his helmet and kneels in front of me. "Is it okay if I move you to my quarters? The bed is almost exactly like yours from the base. It's huge." His hands have gently taken mine and his fingers are rubbing my knuckles. My smile must've confirmed my answer because next thing I know he's out his helmet on and motioned for me to follow. I stand, his hand taking mine and leading me to his room which occupies the end of the hall.
I walk in behind him and I sit down gently on the bed. He smiled and closed the door before removing his helmet. "Mae, has anyone ever told you, that you're an angel?" He smiles contently when I feel a blush go across my face and sits next to me. "Because, you are one." My face only gets more red as he gently takes my chin, leaning forward and kissing me softly. I don't feel myself wanting to pull away this time though. I pull him close and he gently pulls me on to his lap, kissing slightly harder as he grips my ass, earning a gasp out of me. He smirked softly and gently lifts my cloak off me. This action brings my to my senses and I spring up.
"No. Especially not now." He only sighs and gently places my cloak back on my body. "I'm sorry I keep coming on to you." He kisses my forehead softly and cups my cheeks, kissing me on each cheek. I smile as he lets go and goes to the pilot area. I take this time to shower, washing off the days antics. After the shower I gently pull on a bra, and a black shirt of Kylo's. I crawl into bed and lay there, thinking about how close I've gotten with him since I became a Sith Lord. He seems like just a little boy who needs comfort in another human.
As I think about this the door opens and I open my eyes to see its Kylo. I gently smile and watch him move about the room. He strips down to his boxers and climbs in next to me, grabbing my waist and pulling me close. "Hello." I smile as he jumps. "Damn Mae. I thought you were asleep." I giggle as he nuzzles his face into my neck. "Why are you so cuddly all of a sudden?" I smile and he lifts his head up, looking into my eyes. "Because I want to hold the only angel I've ever seen up close."
I blush and he begins kissing on my shoulder."Kylo..." My hand laces in to his hair and grips it. His lips leave a trail up my neck and meet my lips. His fingers grabbed at my hips and places me on top of him. His kissing gets harder and more needy as his fingers now play with the hem of the the shirt that clads my body. His lips disconnect from mine and go back down my neck. Soft gasps leave my mouth as his soft lips continue their work on my neck. His fingers begin to ease the shirt off me. The shirt is discarded on the floor next to the bed. His fingers dance up to the clasp on my bra, earning a soft gasp from me. "Kylo please." He sighs softly. "Just, not my undergarments yet."
He nods gently and pulls me close, caressing my waist as he kisses my shoulder softly. he reaches over to turn off the light then goes back to focusing on me. His soft lips dance along my collarbones and shoulders as my fingers weave into his hair. He eventually stops, leaning up and kissing me goodnight before laying his head on my chest. His eyes flutter closed and soon he's breathing deep and even. I just look down at him and begin playing with his hair. I begin to ponder who he actually is.
Menacing.
Dark side.
Kylo Ren.
A sweet innocence.
Sweet to me.
Caring.
Evil.
Torturous.This list are some of the words I've put together to describe him. But truth is, I don't want to completely figure him out yet. That's the fun about new relationships with people. The fun is figuring them out while they figure out you. To someone who hasn't seen the way Kylo treats me, he would seem a monster, but to me he's a protecter on the inside of his suit and a monster when he puts it on. Honestly, he's not so scary to me all. In fact, I can say that he comforts me with his presence as I begin to drift off tonight, holding this man to my body. By tomorrow morning, we'll probably be all kinds of tangled, but I don't fret about this as I feel sleep pulling my eyes shut, and my self-conscious is pulled into a dream.
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Star Wars: Age of Destruction
FanfictionMae Kin, a girl who's grown up on the base of The First Order all her life. She's trained under Supreme Leader Snoke, training with the Light, and Dark side. The choice is hers, to become a Sith or a Jedi. But, she finds out things so powerful and s...