I am yours. {#Wattys2016}

18.

A/N: 2K OMG!!

"The place I was at, was my college reunion" He started. "I didn't even want to go but I wanted to see one of my old friends, so I forced myself to go"

"Did you see your friend?" I asked.

"Yeah, but I saw someone I didn't want to see." He answered. "At all"

"Who was it?" I asked curiously.

"His name is Justin" He answered. "And it's all his fault that I'm like this. The way I am now"

"What did he do?" I asked.

"He humiliated me. I had the biggest crush on him and he got to sleep with me along with his friends. They took turns on me. I felt so gross and used. I was so help less. They were all stronger than me and I was just a sex toy in their eyes. I thought I could trust him. I trusted him so much. I gave him my virginity which was a huge mistake." A tear slowly on his face.

"Then at the reunion, he used the trick he used on me the first time. I had to get away. Too many memories. Too many memories flooded back" More tears fell upon his already tear stained face.

"I mean. I guess it wasn't all his fault. He didn't do it by his own thought. He didn't even know I existed until some bitch told him and got him got him and friends to do all they did. That bitch just didn't care about the results is her actions. She just wanted to ruin me"

"From that point in college, since I was basically failing every single class, I decided to become what I am today. All I could do was give other people pleasure. It's all I can do. Why not make it a profession?" He sadly laughed and wiped his tears. "Wow. My life is fucked up."

"Don't say that. It hasn't been all bad" I interjected.

"The only parts of my life that weren't bad were the times when you were there. Once you left....everything began crumbling." The tears in his eyes never stopped flowing.

"My grades dropped extremely and the bullies. The bullies got tougher and I didn't have anyone to protect me. I didn't have you to protect me." He cried out. "I needed you. I called out for you. But you weren't there for me" I could feel tears fall out of my eyes.

"Avi, I'm so sorry" I cried out trying to apologise. "I'm so so sorry. If I knew..I would-"

"Wouldn't of done anything because you moving was out of your control, Scott" He finished the sentence. "It's ok. It's not your fault. It's my fault for being a perfect target"

"It's not your fault at all." I spoke sharply but my words seemed to roll off of him. "I don't understand....couldn't your parents take you out of the school and move you somewhere else?" I looked at his face and he looked as if I had said something crazy.

"M-My parents? My parents are dead."He spoke bluntly with some form of anger in his voice. "They're dead, Scott" He started crying and I began crying.

"W-What? W-When?" I asked in a panicked tone. I loved his parents so much. They showed me and my family so much kindness. They had the best advice and they never failed to make me smile. But now that they're gone, neither of us are smiling.

"When I turned 17" He answered. "I wish they were still here because I have no one. All I have is you. You're the only person I have, Scott"

"What about your sister?" I remembered Avi having a sister. I believe her name is Esther.

"I haven't seen her in 12 years. I don't even know where she is. I don't even think she knows that our parents are dead." He wiped his tears.

He yawned and I looked at the time. It was 2:10am. "It's getting late. I think I should get going." I stood up and began walking to the door.

"No." Avi held my hand, stopping me from walking. "Please. Please don't go. I don't want to be alone. You're the first person to come into this apartment and I want your company." His voice broke my heart. He must've been really alone.

"I guess I could stay. Where will I sleep?." I asked as I sat back down.

"You can share the bed with me. I just don't want to be alone"

I wrapped my arms around his body and held him close to my chest."I'll always protect you" I whispered quietly. He adjusted himself so that he was comfortable.

As we sat like this, I could hear little snores come out of his mouth. I picked him up and laid him down on his bed. I kicked off my shoes, took off my jacket and texted Mitch telling him I was helping a friend. All before I got into the bed with Avi.

Slowly, my eyes began to close and open until I fell asleep.